The sky is cloudy and gray; just the way I like it.
Even though its somber and overwhelming, its beautiful.

I thought about it, and I decided that I'm not going to regret not going to prom as much as people would think.
I know I would have had a really good time there, but it can be really excessive. I know that I could have
just as good of a time just ( Read more... )

I'm very sick of school, but its okay, because somehow the days are still cruising by.
This has been a very interesting year, I really enjoyed it.

The sky seems bluer, the grass greener, and I like it. The air feels warm and inviting.
All you can do is take each day as it comes. I'm too young to be as cynical as I am.
I want to open my heart to the ( Read more... )

I don't feel very inspired,
but its really beautiful outside.


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Cradling stones hold fire bright
As crickets call out to the moonlight
As you lean in to steal a kiss
I'll never need more than this

We all share the pain of our histories
But the ache goes away if you could see
This night under stars, well, I call it peace
If you say, I'll never need more than this

The trees grow so thick
You can barely ( Read more... )

So Christmas has finally arrived, and I can't help but feel a little empty.
I told my mom I didn't want anything for Christmas, and I was telling her the truth.
All the presents in the world couldn't have satisfied me.
I told her to spend it on Ashley and Tommy, I didn't care where it went.
I didn't want it, any of it. Surprisingly, they didn't really ( Read more... )

Everything is feeling a little surreal.
Today was the first snowfall of the season.
It was absolutely beautiful in the middle of the night.
A lot of things are beautiful in the middle of the night.

I don't know how to describe how I am feeling.
Nothing at all really, nothing really at all.
Just numb, just existent.

Just existing like most of us are, most of the time.

Neither helping or hindering.
Thoughtful without thinking.
Action without asserting.
Speaking without really saying anything at all.
Gliding through the motions.

Just existing, like ( Read more... )

"Love is the Only Rational Act"

( isn't it? )

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it

I'm a little confused lately. About everything.
So I learned that I'm failing high school. I don't mean failing, I mean failing.
Almost absolutely everything.
I was sitting in the guidance office, repeating all the words in my thoughts.
Never in a million years did I expect myself to hear those words.

I feel like half of my life has gone to waste.
All ( Read more... )