tonight i am staying awake, vaguely decided it would be nice to do so. am reading american psycho, the long dark tea time of the soul, and perhaps bonfire of the vanities if i get tired of british humour or feel vaguely nauseous from reading the former.
I was feeling incredibly awful tonight. But I think I'm more motivated and feel slightly encouraged now. I just really hope I can do the things I have to. will power is a tricky thing.
dig is a fuckin great documentary greatest quote is when courtney taylor says (about the brian jonestown massacre) "i've never seen them eat, all they do is drink liquor and snort drugs, thats all they do"