the things you do that make you just wanna shoot yourself in the foot. im good at doing things to that effect. but thats me and thats how i am. ive been doing a whole heaping load of thinking as of late. so many questions asked, and so few answers. are we right, or are we wrong. im desprate. so much uncertainty. i dont like the feeling. not that i ( Read more... )

well i really think that 2 whole months is long enough to go with out at least some kind of an update. well, LIFE you ask. i dont think could be going much better. new apartment, great girlfriend, new job its all good. im not so sure that i miss this thing or not. i mean i used to update all the time. who knows, it goes in spurts. i have been ( Read more... )

gahh my fucking throat hurts. so damn bad i am way pissed. it sucks. so me and danielley are doing really well just to let all of you know. went and got a nice big bed yesterday. that wosnt cheap for all of that stuff. but oh well at least i am gonna get good use out of it. man i feel poopy. one week until we get to move into the new apartment i am ( Read more... )

well well well...what a good weekend it was! i finally got to see my lovely danielly! i had to work on friday night and i wosnt supposed to get out till 3. and then it was gonna be off to danielly's, but i got out way early. and i got ready and then called her when i was in her driveway, and told her to come outside cause i had a surprise for her. ( Read more... )

and ill be just fine pretending im not, that far from lonely and thats all that ive got ( Read more... )

Everybody's Free To Wear Sunscreen - Mary Schmich ( Read more... )

hmmm well, i just got back from danielley's and im not gonna see her for a week. im gonna miss her. its ok tho. she is having fun with her friends. so thats cool. it was a great night last night. last one for a week. hmmm...so tired. work at 5. gah...i am having the worst time trying to update. whatever. kinda pissed i was gonna go skating this ( Read more... )

i finally got my phone yay! took me long enough to get off my ass and do it. lol so my number is 803-9193. call whenever you please. but anywho. not much has been going on i just work and then go to my lovely daniellies house. its really nice. i really enjoy being with her. we have such great talks at night. mmmm awesome. but yea. no need to go on ( Read more... )

drunk. so many things that seem so far out of my reach. and yet i feel they are ever closer than they have been. thinking of the past, relationships, friends, family, everything. so many things in perspective in my mind. maybe it is just the alcohol talking, but just so many things i have thought about. i miss my uncle...i wish that the fucking ( Read more... )

wakey wakey...eggs n bacey! lol hmmm what a great week this has been. i love meeting people that you totally click with. absolulty amazing. well things have been so good. and it feels so good to be able to finally say that and mean it. i dont know lots of things going on in my head and its all so so good. danielle is so amazing it just well i dont ( Read more... )