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It seems like when it rains, it pours and when shit knocks ya down, shit starts going up and right in all the perfect ways ( Read more... )

Sober.

Sweet job.

Life rules.

I am the angriest person alive right now. Who knows why ( Read more... )

I wish that some formulation of words would come to mind so I could encapsulate the way I feel as of late, but I cannot find solace in words or company, rhyme or reason. The only thing that parallels the unacknowledged distraction is driving to and from work and growing impatient at red lights responding to the impatience by watching the cars ( Read more... )

I just spent my first day ever of full time work learning how to defend myself when threatened physically. Where I'm not sure I'll use any of the techniques on a two year old or any of the other kids in my class, I feel like a badass knowing the next time somebody attempts to beat me up, I'll know how to take them out. Tight. I know how to properly ( Read more... )

god, i got so depressed today at work watching one of the little girls in the class try to interact with other kids her age and failed miserably.
i spent time with my mom, that was nice.
my roommates are gone and it sucks.
i feel lonely. i miss my friendzzz.

fuck this livejournal.
i'm making a new blog.

I have never felt more inspired that I do now ( Read more... )

I spent a long time today looking over the pictures on my walls: one of my father forced to look contemplative along a pathway shadowed by trees, the family dog long since passed, panting in the heat of summer, the beach captured by my sixteen year old attempts at photography and particularly, those of ones i love who have long since escaped terms ( Read more... )