To make use of this thing since it STILL exists.

I seriously thought they would have deleted me by now... thank god they didnt.

I'll start writing... tomorrow.

-C

*Let's run away and dont ever look back

So it's 1:44 in the morning and I just finished a conversation on SM ( Read more... )

It runs my life.
It owns my trust.
It is my sacriface.

My only love.

It helps me feel.
It helps me mourn.
It lets me bleed.
It doesn't scorn.

It's there in the darkness.
It's there in the rain.
Sunshine too, I'm afraid.

The scars show history.
A single blade.
A hunting knife.
No restrain.

Lost in a world

Wanting to love

Looking for the shadow

Awaiting a dove

Peering through the nights

Overwhelmed with fear

Talking to the hurt

Wanting it to disappear

I feel for you

Although you don’t for me

Your language is enough

For me to see.

I know I haven't updated this thing lately. But I should. Because I can feel myself getting really irritated and I don't really have anyone to say certain things to. And I don't want to be known as a huge complainer ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was going to write a journal entry.

But then Cara called. And we started talking. And I now know how much I miss her.

Before I left we were like the best of friends. WE still are. But I just miss her.

<3

I cant help but feel weird right now.

I have no life. I do nothing. My friend next door goes out more then I do.

I have no relationship. and no hope for one. Although I'm actually ready to be in one.

My life is just there. Doing nothing, producing nothing.

Sure, I have my good days. But even on the good days things go bad.

I feel very out of place ( Read more... )

1. Tell me something obvious about you ( Read more... )

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song (and artist!) the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

1.) Hope dangles on a string

2.) Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say

3.) ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "what kinda lesbian are you?"

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