Once again I return to the refuge that is the semi-permanent storage of my troubled thoughts. Depending on where I am in my life, I either think of this online journal as a weakness or a strength. While it allows me to express, and maybe get rid of, certain conflicting emotions that are availing me at said time, it also acts as really lame ( Read more... )

Is anyone still out there?

So then. Over a year since I last made an entry in this lovely little online journal. Certainly lots of things happen to oneself in a year, but do I want to take the time to jot them all down in this personal diatribe? Not really. I guess I'll just hit the high points ( Read more... )

Subject text is a cool line in a cool song, Can't be saved, by Senses fail. Never heard of them till I played the song on Guitar Hero III. Still good though. My internet browsers on my computer are not working for some gosh darned reason so I am stuck using my sisters old laptop to go on the internet, but at least I can get on now. It's got a ( Read more... )

Well friends, I'm tried of driving. I'm also tired of working and not living in my apartment that I pay to live in ( Read more... )

Interesting how life can be so different one month to the next. For instance, I spent a month just enjoying doing nothing, got hit by some dumbass on the road, then spent a month in various degrees of pain and boredom. This month has been more of a contrast, I've been feeling better physically and have been doing productive things for the most part ( Read more... )

It struck me earlier as I was gazing at the moon, that I had done so for the past four days in a row. Each night I was in a very different state of mind. It was a very fucked up kind of moment. The moon has been almost full though and it's just plain beautiful to look at a sky full of clouds on a brightly moonlit night ( Read more... )

So I really don't have much to do right now, so I decided I'd make an entry without being overly upset or anything. I'm pretty mellow right now. I've had a lot of people tell me that I'm really mellow, but that's just when I'm in public basically. I love to argue with people, but they seem to get the idea that it's because I don't like them or am ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get to thinking about how big the world is and it scares me. I know everyone says they want to move out of our home town, but where would you go? You would have to start completely over. No past, No friends. There wouldn't be that running into someone you used to know because you would be somewhere else and there are so many different ( Read more... )

Well I'm not feeling particularly typy, I just haven't updated in well, a long ass time. It would take a while to go over everything thats happened in the last six months, so I won't. Trust me it wasn't very interesting anyways ( Read more... )