I think it's time that I told you the truth, yeah ( Read more... )

say to myself ( Read more... )

i miss everything ( Read more... )

i'm really sick today and i don't feel like getting dressed to go to class. yesterday i had an awful day and the more i tried to fix things, the worse it got. then, of course, i woke up sick today and has weightlifting at 6:00am.

i mean seriously, this is pretty bad.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

so today i've been feeling kind of left out. its hard not being in a relationship but it's even harder realizing that every guy you've talked to has gone nowhere.

what am i doing wrong? why is it always the same thing? why?

i'm happy.

for now.

i found the life i want but it's out of reach.

I HATE IT

sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you, to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through this version of myself i try to hide behind. i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty. your love regardless od the mistake i make will spoil me. my confidence is, in a sense ( Read more... )

CLASSS STARTS FOR ME TODAY!!!! I'M OFFICIALLY A FRESHMAN!!

<3mekia