I totally have lived alot of the same things that have happend to you.
I was a fat kid too...my high was only 215 but still. I know what its like to go from 215...down to 160 and sudddenly get attention from your former tormentors. Its a sad and sick change that gets old very quickly. You quickly find out who your real friends are and who is just tagging along for something to do.
When I was fat i got no attention at all from girls and suddenly "OMG YOURE HOT" or whatever. Sometimes I Cant fucking stand it anymore. Its one of the most annoying and superficial things that you can say to someone.
I can honestly say that I am a happier person now. But Im not always sure if it was totally worth it. Fat w/Real Friends, or Skinny w/Fake Friends. Its a tough call to make.
I know how ya feel... I can't take it, as you can't.
I don't agree on the "fat with real friends" thing, because some people actually aren't your friends, but pretend they are because they feel sorry for you or because they don't want to hurt your feelings. That happened a lot when I was fat (I still feel I am, but not as much). Anyway, people are just too dependent on looks these days. Ya know, back in the old days, if you were fat it meant you were wealthy... I wish I lived back then...
OMG!!!!!! That made me cry..........no bullshit!! Why do be such cruel assholes in the world??!! All I know is that fat or not, jeff n my hubby are the hottest guys I ever met!!!! lol
Its very sad that this world is filled with so many assholes that have to make themselves feel better by hurting others...The people that do that kind of stuff should be taught what it feels like to be made fun of, lied to, hurt, and etc. Especially when they hurt people as nice and as caring as you Jeremy. Why is it the nice and caring people always get screwed in the end? God knows I have been screwed over more times then I can count and hurt even more times than that. But thats life right? Just don't give up on life...there are good times and there are bad times, but it all works out. I love you Jeremy. I hope you find what makes u truly happy. Because out of everyone that I know, u deserve true happiness the most out of everyone.
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I totally have lived alot of the same things that have happend to you.
I was a fat kid too...my high was only 215 but still. I know what its like to go from 215...down to 160 and sudddenly get attention from your former tormentors. Its a sad and sick change that gets old very quickly. You quickly find out who your real friends are and who is just tagging along for something to do.
When I was fat i got no attention at all from girls and suddenly "OMG YOURE HOT" or whatever. Sometimes I Cant fucking stand it anymore. Its one of the most annoying and superficial things that you can say to someone.
I can honestly say that I am a happier person now. But Im not always sure if it was totally worth it. Fat w/Real Friends, or Skinny w/Fake Friends. Its a tough call to make.
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I don't agree on the "fat with real friends" thing, because some people actually aren't your friends, but pretend they are because they feel sorry for you or because they don't want to hurt your feelings. That happened a lot when I was fat (I still feel I am, but not as much). Anyway, people are just too dependent on looks these days. Ya know, back in the old days, if you were fat it meant you were wealthy... I wish I lived back then...
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Love ya jeremy n jeff!!!!!
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