I'm done...
Fuck her. Seriously... Read this bullshit:
PsychoticLove420: hi
OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: So..ur not gonna talk to me anymore
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't know...
PsychoticLove420: Why are you gonna be like that?
PsychoticLove420: can you at least tell me why
OvertheEdgeFear: I would think you already know
PsychoticLove420: No .. honestly i dont.. Because i didnt do anything so i dont understand
OvertheEdgeFear: Wednesday, you ignored me after I told you
OvertheEdgeFear: And everyday after that too
OvertheEdgeFear: And then...
PsychoticLove420: after you told me what
OvertheEdgeFear: After I told you how I felt, adn you screamed at me, and then I asked you what you felt, and you ignored me
PsychoticLove420: What the hell?
PsychoticLove420: I didnt scream at you at all
PsychoticLove420: I dont know what the hell your talking about
OvertheEdgeFear: Usually all caps is screaming
PsychoticLove420: And then i put on my away message because i had to do the dishes.. and then i came back and your just like "Fine sorry ill leave bye"
PsychoticLove420: Not with me
OvertheEdgeFear: You never said brb
PsychoticLove420: Trust me when i start swearing and shit thats when im screaming
PsychoticLove420: I couldnt
OvertheEdgeFear: How am I supposed to know where you went?
PsychoticLove420: im sorry but i wasnt even gonna continue listening to my mom bitch at me
PsychoticLove420: and she was like get off now and do the dishes so i just put on an away message..came back and you were gone
OvertheEdgeFear: I see
PsychoticLove420: ok
PsychoticLove420: Why would i scream at you? I didnt have anything to scream about
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't know...
PsychoticLove420: And then you just stopped talking to me..and i didnt even know what i did
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, it does kind of hurt...
PsychoticLove420: ?
PsychoticLove420: what hurts
OvertheEdgeFear: Just think about it
PsychoticLove420: How did u even find out
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, I do have friends
OvertheEdgeFear: Not many
OvertheEdgeFear: But I still do
PsychoticLove420: They had no right to say anything. I was going to tell you myself
PsychoticLove420: Look im not asking you to understand.
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, I'm glad, because I can't
OvertheEdgeFear: You said to me that you wouldn't go back
OvertheEdgeFear: To me, that's a lit
OvertheEdgeFear: lie*
OvertheEdgeFear: And i don't take those very well
PsychoticLove420: I said "that will be the day" i remember exacally what i said..and i said it because i didnt think that would ever happen.. i thought he was done wit me
OvertheEdgeFear: So why do you even want to bother talkiing to me anyway?
PsychoticLove420: oh my god
PsychoticLove420: if ur gonna ask me dumb questions then forget
PsychoticLove420: you make it seem like i never wanted anything to do with you
PsychoticLove420: And i dont know why
OvertheEdgeFear: You don't know why what?
PsychoticLove420: YOu make it seem like i want nothing to do with you
PsychoticLove420: I dont understand..
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, you ignored me since Wednesday...
OvertheEdgeFear: Maybe that's why
PsychoticLove420: everyone said you were mad at me
PsychoticLove420: so i didnt want to make things worse
OvertheEdgeFear: Do you believe everything people say?
PsychoticLove420: no.
OvertheEdgeFear: The only person I talked to about you was mIke
PsychoticLove420: but.. you seemed like it
PsychoticLove420: oh..
OvertheEdgeFear: I was horriblye depressed
PsychoticLove420: why???????
OvertheEdgeFear: I still am
PsychoticLove420: why
OvertheEdgeFear: Never mind... I can't believe you don't know...
OvertheEdgeFear: It's quite obvious...
PsychoticLove420: josh?
OvertheEdgeFear: No
OvertheEdgeFear: Well
PsychoticLove420: then wat?
OvertheEdgeFear: Yeah that too
OvertheEdgeFear: Look, just nevermind
PsychoticLove420: if its not josh..then what is ?
OvertheEdgeFear: Nevermind
PsychoticLove420: tell me
PsychoticLove420: its not that hard
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't want to
PsychoticLove420: i want to know
PsychoticLove420: i think i should at least know that
PsychoticLove420: if it has soemthing to do with me..then i think i should know
OvertheEdgeFear: I told you how I felt about you... And I felt as if you were ignoring me, then someone tells me about you gong back... So, I dunno...
OvertheEdgeFear: It doesn't matter
PsychoticLove420: i see
OvertheEdgeFear: So, now what?
PsychoticLove420: i dont know'
OvertheEdgeFear: Alright
PsychoticLove420: i dont want you to be mad at me
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Auto response from OvertheEdgeFear: Feeling entangled
Losing my war
Don't want to go on
Can't take this no more
My reason to stay
I wish it weren't true
Has been taken away
Wish I could blame you
But I know what's real
I know why I must fade
It's 'cause of the pain that I feel
'Cause the choices I've made
It's all 'cause of me
I wish it weren't true
I wish me you could be
Then I could blame you
-Jeremy Duley
March 17, 2004
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OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: i see
OvertheEdgeFear: Tell me something, and don't say it's a stupid question
OvertheEdgeFear: You see what first
OvertheEdgeFear: ?
PsychoticLove420: wat
OvertheEdgeFear: Why does it matter if I am mad or not, because I truly don't know
OvertheEdgeFear: And what do you see?
OvertheEdgeFear: You said "i see"
PsychoticLove420: because i wanted us to be friends and i really like who you are.. and i dont want us to just hate each oterh
OvertheEdgeFear: and now for the second qustion
PsychoticLove420: ?
OvertheEdgeFear: You said "I see", what did you see?
OvertheEdgeFear: After that poem...
PsychoticLove420: i just said it
OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: i gotta go
PsychoticLove420: see ya
OvertheEdgeFear: Pretty spontaneous
PsychoticLove420 signed off at 2:15:59 PM.
overtheedgefear
That is some fucking bullshit. She doesn't even know what she did... Fuck her. I am done with her... I am so furious... I want nothing to do with her anymore. I thought she was a good person, but obviously I was wrong...
She acts as if I am wrong... Fuck her. I am fucking done. I really don't feel like working from 6-10 tonight, and 6:30-10:30 on Wednesday... I think I may call in... Fuck this man... Everything fucking sucks.
PsychoticLove420: hi
OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: So..ur not gonna talk to me anymore
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't know...
PsychoticLove420: Why are you gonna be like that?
PsychoticLove420: can you at least tell me why
OvertheEdgeFear: I would think you already know
PsychoticLove420: No .. honestly i dont.. Because i didnt do anything so i dont understand
OvertheEdgeFear: Wednesday, you ignored me after I told you
OvertheEdgeFear: And everyday after that too
OvertheEdgeFear: And then...
PsychoticLove420: after you told me what
OvertheEdgeFear: After I told you how I felt, adn you screamed at me, and then I asked you what you felt, and you ignored me
PsychoticLove420: What the hell?
PsychoticLove420: I didnt scream at you at all
PsychoticLove420: I dont know what the hell your talking about
OvertheEdgeFear: Usually all caps is screaming
PsychoticLove420: And then i put on my away message because i had to do the dishes.. and then i came back and your just like "Fine sorry ill leave bye"
PsychoticLove420: Not with me
OvertheEdgeFear: You never said brb
PsychoticLove420: Trust me when i start swearing and shit thats when im screaming
PsychoticLove420: I couldnt
OvertheEdgeFear: How am I supposed to know where you went?
PsychoticLove420: im sorry but i wasnt even gonna continue listening to my mom bitch at me
PsychoticLove420: and she was like get off now and do the dishes so i just put on an away message..came back and you were gone
OvertheEdgeFear: I see
PsychoticLove420: ok
PsychoticLove420: Why would i scream at you? I didnt have anything to scream about
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't know...
PsychoticLove420: And then you just stopped talking to me..and i didnt even know what i did
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, it does kind of hurt...
PsychoticLove420: ?
PsychoticLove420: what hurts
OvertheEdgeFear: Just think about it
PsychoticLove420: How did u even find out
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, I do have friends
OvertheEdgeFear: Not many
OvertheEdgeFear: But I still do
PsychoticLove420: They had no right to say anything. I was going to tell you myself
PsychoticLove420: Look im not asking you to understand.
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, I'm glad, because I can't
OvertheEdgeFear: You said to me that you wouldn't go back
OvertheEdgeFear: To me, that's a lit
OvertheEdgeFear: lie*
OvertheEdgeFear: And i don't take those very well
PsychoticLove420: I said "that will be the day" i remember exacally what i said..and i said it because i didnt think that would ever happen.. i thought he was done wit me
OvertheEdgeFear: So why do you even want to bother talkiing to me anyway?
PsychoticLove420: oh my god
PsychoticLove420: if ur gonna ask me dumb questions then forget
PsychoticLove420: you make it seem like i never wanted anything to do with you
PsychoticLove420: And i dont know why
OvertheEdgeFear: You don't know why what?
PsychoticLove420: YOu make it seem like i want nothing to do with you
PsychoticLove420: I dont understand..
OvertheEdgeFear: Well, you ignored me since Wednesday...
OvertheEdgeFear: Maybe that's why
PsychoticLove420: everyone said you were mad at me
PsychoticLove420: so i didnt want to make things worse
OvertheEdgeFear: Do you believe everything people say?
PsychoticLove420: no.
OvertheEdgeFear: The only person I talked to about you was mIke
PsychoticLove420: but.. you seemed like it
PsychoticLove420: oh..
OvertheEdgeFear: I was horriblye depressed
PsychoticLove420: why???????
OvertheEdgeFear: I still am
PsychoticLove420: why
OvertheEdgeFear: Never mind... I can't believe you don't know...
OvertheEdgeFear: It's quite obvious...
PsychoticLove420: josh?
OvertheEdgeFear: No
OvertheEdgeFear: Well
PsychoticLove420: then wat?
OvertheEdgeFear: Yeah that too
OvertheEdgeFear: Look, just nevermind
PsychoticLove420: if its not josh..then what is ?
OvertheEdgeFear: Nevermind
PsychoticLove420: tell me
PsychoticLove420: its not that hard
OvertheEdgeFear: I don't want to
PsychoticLove420: i want to know
PsychoticLove420: i think i should at least know that
PsychoticLove420: if it has soemthing to do with me..then i think i should know
OvertheEdgeFear: I told you how I felt about you... And I felt as if you were ignoring me, then someone tells me about you gong back... So, I dunno...
OvertheEdgeFear: It doesn't matter
PsychoticLove420: i see
OvertheEdgeFear: So, now what?
PsychoticLove420: i dont know'
OvertheEdgeFear: Alright
PsychoticLove420: i dont want you to be mad at me
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Auto response from OvertheEdgeFear: Feeling entangled
Losing my war
Don't want to go on
Can't take this no more
My reason to stay
I wish it weren't true
Has been taken away
Wish I could blame you
But I know what's real
I know why I must fade
It's 'cause of the pain that I feel
'Cause the choices I've made
It's all 'cause of me
I wish it weren't true
I wish me you could be
Then I could blame you
-Jeremy Duley
March 17, 2004
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OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: i see
OvertheEdgeFear: Tell me something, and don't say it's a stupid question
OvertheEdgeFear: You see what first
OvertheEdgeFear: ?
PsychoticLove420: wat
OvertheEdgeFear: Why does it matter if I am mad or not, because I truly don't know
OvertheEdgeFear: And what do you see?
OvertheEdgeFear: You said "i see"
PsychoticLove420: because i wanted us to be friends and i really like who you are.. and i dont want us to just hate each oterh
OvertheEdgeFear: and now for the second qustion
PsychoticLove420: ?
OvertheEdgeFear: You said "I see", what did you see?
OvertheEdgeFear: After that poem...
PsychoticLove420: i just said it
OvertheEdgeFear: ...
PsychoticLove420: i gotta go
PsychoticLove420: see ya
OvertheEdgeFear: Pretty spontaneous
PsychoticLove420 signed off at 2:15:59 PM.
overtheedgefear
That is some fucking bullshit. She doesn't even know what she did... Fuck her. I am done with her... I am so furious... I want nothing to do with her anymore. I thought she was a good person, but obviously I was wrong...
She acts as if I am wrong... Fuck her. I am fucking done. I really don't feel like working from 6-10 tonight, and 6:30-10:30 on Wednesday... I think I may call in... Fuck this man... Everything fucking sucks.