God, just let her meet me halfway. Let us both be honest. And when we do, let it still be there.

Otherwise its only pain. So, if it isnt there, then help us just let go before things get worse.

We dont deserve to hurt. Id rather let her go than hurt.

And if it turns out it is still there, then help us learn quickly how to control ourselves so that it ( Read more... )

And if you shoot you better hit your mark

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and here................................................and here

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I used to like to think that something was welling in the air.
I used to like to think I could catch it, too.
I used to like to think that somebody, somewhere knew better than I did what it was.
I used to like to think we could catch it, too.

When the men take me to the devil tree
I will be  free and shining like before

When the wind wraps me like the reaper's hand
I will swing free until they cut me down

When the sea takes me like my mother's arms
I will breathe free as any word of God

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here...........................................here

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There

was a time when my ego could compensate for lacking performance.

There

was a time when my countenence carried credit.

Now

My work is measured.

Now

My countenence only buys me time.

A promise to deliver.

And I'd better.

And I will.

I work in hard sciences.

You'll know exactly what I have and have not done.

From here on out.

You'll know how well.

Just look at ( Read more... )

myhandstheyseektheend
ofafternoons

God:
Never
let
me
lose
myself
again,
Amen.

Go without ( Read more... )

Oh God,
where
are you now?
Oh Lord,
say somehow
The devil is hard on my
face again
The world is a hundred
to
one again

Oh God,
hold me now
Oh God,
touch me now

There's no other man
who could
save
the
dead

So do what you can to
anoint
my
head
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