I've got a piece of shit trooper on my lift right now. I don't want to go to work ( Read more... )

Its November 1st. I've been in Anchorage for nearly 6 months.

A lot has happenened in 6 months. Met some cool kids into hardcore. Had a girl leave me for another guy. Got another computer. Got a car. Found out how much I really like snow. the list goes on and on.

a lot of stuff. not all of it is positive but some of it is.

there's still some

and there's no feeling that i should be vandalizing things. Thats an odd feeling. Normally I at least want to smash a pumpkin or something ( Read more... )

yes the title was a boysetsfire reference ( Read more... )

{Name]: Brendan ( Read more... )

I walked outside and I couldn't see my car. It was fucking covered. It has to be the coolest thing I've seen in a long time. Not a spot of black paint visible. Only my side windows that the snow didn't stick to. Whats even cooler it was the cool kind of powdery type of snow ( Read more... )

I feel like shit right now. Like i didn't even sleep last night ( Read more... )

I'm coming to learn that things in one's life are never what they seem.

over a year of thinking i was done with this.

now i'm contending with these feelings all over again. Ever worse perhaps.

Its nice to know I might have fucked up my only chance at happiness.

is going on in my head ( Read more... )

"so why couldn't i have spent these last two years of my life with a nice boy? hmpf ( Read more... )