Today was yet another lifeless day. It was payday. Yay. I guess. I have to buy a clutch for my car. One of the guys i work with is going to do it for me ( Read more... )

the last few days have been odd. I recently decided that i possibly should start writing back here due to certain people lurking my myspace blog.

Yes you can take responsibility for me coming back to this thing.

I don't hear the get up kids in "further north".

besides work and video games. It gets really fucking boring at 2am and i'm at walmart getting food because i'm fucking bored. Ya i'll just handle all my business in the middle of the night. thats really wise right?

ya fuck it.

12 hours long ( Read more... )

yes end of my fucking rope and i'm about to just fucking chop it half.

this is like being in high school. just another fucking city.

a different fucking place. just as fucking lonely. just as fucking worthless.

fuck it.

even though its atreyu.

I heard this song in my roomate's car the other day.

"You Eclipsed By Me" - Atreyu

I began my ascent at minus zero
You made so sure of that
You tried to keep me down here
Your complacency has been your downfall
Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring, motherfucker
It's my time, my time to ( Read more... )

this is killing me. this is only going to get worse. there is no one around here to hang out with. my room mates are cool but their not the kind of people i hang out with outside of work or school. I'm stuck here on a friday with nothing to do. this friday also happens to be new years eve.

what a fucking suprise. fuck my life right now.

Yup. I'll venture a guess to say this sucks. It might get better next week when i get busier when i start school. But i doubt it. School seems like it might be cool. But whatever ( Read more... )

This sucks. I can't even sleep so i won't be bored. I'm already sick of this town. There is no real hardcore scene that i've come across yet. The punk rock scene is a perfect example of why i stay away from punk rock kids. And to top it all off, I'm in a ghetto ass area. I seriously think some asshole is blasting tejano music right now about 2 ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in my cousin's room, possibly spending the last night in texas I will for a very long time. I'm moving to phoenix tomorrow ( Read more... )