Well I don't know what's wrong. Going through a manic stage after the blizzard? Who the fuck knows. Got snowed in, then left Daemen, might be gone for a whole week... My mother never even called to see if I was alive during all this, though it was a state of emergency in four counties in Western New York. Used to it I guess. Barely talked to ( Read more... )

Well it's snowing outside here in Buffalo. I'll ask once. Why the hell am I here and not in Arizona?! *sigh* It's piling up, and I have class tomorrow. But yes, it's snowing and I'm regretting it. It's also the earliest it's snowed in 125 years. And the most for this time of year. We don't get 4 inches until about Halloween. It's also the ( Read more... )

Alright... I feel bad enough not telling anyone for over a year. Liz's rant in my inbox made me feel really awful. So I'll tell you all in one shot. I've had a girlfriend for almost a year now. Her name is Christina and we're both in love. I'm going out to visit with her for New Years. I have a ring to give her. It's not an engagement, and ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||| 23% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||| 43% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||| 23% Materialism ( Read more... )

Guess what friends?! You are now friends with a college student! As of today, 2-14-06 I am a fall freshman to Daemen College in Amherst, New York. I'm sooo excited! What a Happy Valentine's Day to me! It's all I'd eve wish for!!! I can't stop moving or talking! I'm so happy ( Read more... )

Well it's been up and down as per usual. Some days I'm happy, other days I want to scream and hurt someone/something. Nothing new there, I've sort of resigned myself to the fact that I'm a lost cause. I'm lost, don't know or care what to do. The advice I've gotten is good and all, but I don't know where to start. I've given up on everything ( Read more... )

Not much is going on. Preparing for college is fun, espicially when you can't print the applications at school or open them at home. Thanksgiving wasn't as bad as I thought, but it was still bad. Being stuck with people you hate and having to play nice sucks. It's like a vampire hiding it's true nature in the midst of a major accident. Well went ( Read more... )

Is it just infatuiation? Do I really love him? Somone told me it's not love, it's lust. I don't... *sighs* Yeah I wouldn't mind that, but I know he's not like that. I think it's love... I hate him because I fell in love with him. It hurts like it's fucking love.... Just like I told Manda ( Read more... )

Spent the day ushering for the CYO. More confusing feelings... WTF, right? Right. Uhm, the ushering was fine, got to see Becky whom I haven't seen really since Phase II. At the first show we ushered, sat in front of Brett and it hurt to look at him with Beth Reil sitting right next to him, but it hurt not to look at him... Damn emotions. ( Read more... )

Ok, not going to the drop in. Figures that the one time I might be able to get out of the fucking house and see my friends I can't because I actually listen to someone. I really fucking hate being home every damn night and I don't ever see my friends outside of school. I either can't get out of the house or they cancel their plans with me. What ( Read more... )