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Can't sleep. I feel empty...4 nights with him sleeping on the couch. I just went trolling on Facebook and now he's unfriended my brother & sister-in-law but none of our other mutual friends. I'm laying here bawling my eyes out. I feel like I'm about to have a nervous breakdown.
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Having a really bad night emotion-wise. I think I hear the tequila rose in my freezer calling my name.
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Stress and depression are eating my brain, stomach and nerves :(
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Trying to keep a happy attitude today but finding it difficult. I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm hurting for me and Owen. When I look at Dennis he doesn't show any of that and it makes me angrier, sadder and hurt more. I'm praying I can keep it together this evening at my mom & dad's. This is the first Christmas Eve he won't be there since 1999...and he ( Read more... ) -
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I should have known better than to go shopping by myself. My mind has too much opportunity to focus on what I don't want to focus on. After a breakdown in the Toys R Us bathroom, getting a shitty attitude from a TRU employee and me almost going ape shit on her, i'm now going to Walmart. I think I'll be drinking tonight.
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I need prayers please. Dennis told me last night that he wants a divorce. Please do not post anything on Facebook as there are numerous people I do not want involved in this right now. I am heartbroken to say the least. We've been strained lately by the hours and demands of his job but I guess I didn't want to admit how strained we were. ( Read more... ) -
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Long story short - my mom almost died. She is still very sick. I'm still very stressed out and scared and worried. Some of my friends have totally come out for me in the last 2 weeks and been absolute wonderful rock stars....and some have totally flaked on me. The rock stars really didn't surprise me and neither did some of the flakes. There ( Read more... )
