Ok, I thought things were somewhat getting better, well, they are but my mind is still in space. I don't know why but i miss dustin like crazy. He is always on my mind no matter how much i think about Kevin. It's hurt everytime he calls because i want to know the truth about him and Deven. He says he slept with her to other ppl but then he talks to ( Read more... )

During the last couple of days, everything has been rough on everyone. On Nov.30, 2005 mine and several other's closet friend got strucked down by a car and was killed. She was heading to cheerleading from her friend Hannah's house. The guy that had hit her said he was going the speed limit and that her back was to him which doesn't sound like ( Read more... )

God, everything seems to be so fucked up all over the place lately. OK to start EVERYTHING off, i'll start on Dustin. He got expelled from skool and for a while it was working out ok. Seeing each other on the weekends and shit. But then he seemed to get a little bit too busy to actually spend time with me. Come to find out he was to busy getting ( Read more... )

lalala, i'm so bored sitting here doing nothing. I saw my boyfriend friday night and then slept over. Since he missed my birthday party, he wanted to make it up to me! hehe yeah we partied.... kinda. That night i realized how much i really did love him. But i'm scared to tell him cuz i'm scared of getting hurt again. I told his sister and she told ( Read more... )

Ok well, my life really sucks ball. My grandmother is pushing my buttons and my stomach has been all fucked up lately and I have no idea why. I'll eat one say and then i won't eat for 5 days or so. I got really sick this morning so my told me to eat something. So I did, well nonni dear didn't like the fact that I didn't get up right way and do ( Read more... )

OK, so the whole plan of Dustin coming over didn't work out... at all. My grandmother was online doing something and it was taking too long. Dustin called about three times and of course i couldn't seem to answer it at all. So when i went to call him back, the phone was busy and shit. I finally got a hold of him and it turns out.. he had to work ( Read more... )

I can't fucking believe this, skool is like right around the corner and all i have been doing is babysitting a little punk brother who i want to KILL. But on the good side, my cat finally had kittens this morning! YEA!! But anyways, Zack and me keep fucking fight. The stuipd freshman won't mind his own fucking busniess and thinks he know everything ( Read more... )

Grr, the world fucking sucks big time balls. LOL. I'm soo bored and I can't wait till wednesday Dustin is suppose to becoming over and haning out with me for a while. I finally had my break down last night and it felt good to get it all off my chest. I didn't do anything stuipd so it's all cool. I just sat in a car and talked to Dustin. I felt like ( Read more... )

I dk why lately but it seems everytime i turn around. I lose a friend each day. Half of my friends are too busy with my ex bf to even call me anymore. I fucking hate it. I found out that Bri kissed Carl and i felt fucking betrayed. It's not right for a best friend to be trying to hook up with an ex-bf. Even my mom says that.I mean what the fuck, I ( Read more... )

Grr. I hate getting up in the morning. The whole taking the puppy out and making sure it didn't eat everything in the house can be a pain in the ass man. God, but anywho Mindi is still here and so is Dustin. Not much of a surprise, they're always here for a bit of time. Mindi said she juss need a broke from Bri becuz well, when best friends live ( Read more... )