Wow, I'm never doing an over nighter ever again. Aaron, Isasih, Katrina and Chris all stayed up until like 2, Chris went to sleep though so it was only the four of us. Katrina and Isasish headed to bed and it was just me and Aaron in the living. We stayed up, made-out and talked to about 5:30 am and then passed out until 7:30. Aaron went home for ( Read more... )

Alright, we had the talk about the army and he said he wasn't going to do it.. for now. He said it wasn't going to be worth it if it ment losing me in the process. He's a sweetheart but it made me feel like i was ruining his life or something... i mean, he's always wanted to be a Marine but he has to ahve a certain momment of College credits.. but ( Read more... )

OK, not so good of a morning or a day at the matter. I gues my boyfriend Aaron got a call from the army the other night and now we have to tlak about it. I dk what i'm going to do or saying, i want him to go because there's so much he can do but at the same time, i don;t want him to go cuz i know i'll prolly never see him again...help me... what ( Read more... )

The life of a broken soul ( Read more... )

Ok, my life... sucks.. My mom was talking about moving back to mass becuz she is realzing that no one is happy now that a special person has moved in with us. I'm being made to basicly choose sides and i don't want to do it.. I love my mom and i love my grandmother and i dk if i can do something like that. At first i was having problems with skool ( Read more... )

Well, things are slowly getting better.. key word... SLOWLY. Cheering sucks balls though but I'm doing it for Tabby so I'm not going to stop doing it or anything. I'm just going to start yelling at people. Seriously! This chick on our team, Kayla, is fucking dumb. She's a flyer but she's so fucking dangerous. She doesn't do anything that the couch ( Read more... )

Crap, can make this long. I'm in skool being bored and trying to get it through kevin's head that I'm a lezbian!! GOD! he knows i'm kidding around through.... so he thinks..

YES! NO fucking skool today! but i still have to do work, but i don't fucking care. If there was snow on the ground then i would go and play in it..... but there's no snow... so oh well, yeah the whole Island Idea, i'm taking some people and we're going to make our own country with our babies and our grand babies.. have to becareful though, might ( Read more... )

OK, well i dunno. Crazy day i guess, been kind of out of it. In skool i pretend to be happy for my friends so they don't worry about me. But i'm not truthfully, i hate life it sucks... everything sucks... I wanna move to an island.. all by myself and stay away from drama and people that are sick! Fuckers.. i didn't really wanna go to the game ( Read more... )

OK, so yeah. I dunno where to really start for this week. I haven't been allowed in skool becuz i have be like sick... bad. I had a hard time walking and my temp. was like 103 and still going up. I feel so horrible for my cheering team becuz i haven't been there, i've missed every practice and every game during the week i was sick. But hopefully i ( Read more... )