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[oxbox]

I'm tired of the people I am surrounded with. I hate how everybody is into healthy shit like exercise and vegetables. They never do anything that tastes of risk, the unknown, anything frightening and spontaneous. They like to Get Shit Done. To make lists and follow them. Can't anyone ever just do something for the fun of it? To see where it goes

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[erinstotle]

LOVE THIS.

i feel the same way. oftentimes i find myself disliking so much about our culture, yet i can't derive myself from it. i do things that i hate. i am a product of my own hatred. i wish i could appreciate my body, while you're on that topic.

[oxbox]

I don't mind my body. I am working hard to make it the best it can be, to work effectively and keep me strong. Besides, if it's hot enough for me to get sexy Israelite ass, I'm content heh heh alllllright.

Furthermore, thanks yo. I am a product of my hatred too. I watch at least 10 hours of t.v. a week and use my PC at least 3 hours a day. Instead of sitting and reading and being smart like I aught to, I like rotting and wasting away.

There's no escape other than death, and that is a rather depressing concept.

[erinstotle]

HAHA ISRAELITE ASS.

i've been told that i have so much potential. it is just sad to see myself waste away. i thought people like me weren't supposed to be bored.

[oxbox]

ISRAELITE ASS IS THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD. *overshare* (Don't care - I love to fuck him)

What do you mean by people like you? (Not to be rude)
Every teacher I've had has told me I waste my intelligence and my abilities. I am quite talented at a lot of things (not to be narcisstic... okay, maybe a little) but I just don't care enough. I want to do a lot more than I accomplish right now. I hate my life, my existence. It's such a bore... I hate our society. I wish Mother Nature had a reset button for earth.

P.S. read the Myth of Sisyphyus by Camus. You'll love it, it's totally boss/existentialistic.