its over
he likes her
not me
theres nothing i can do.
no more entries
k bye

everything good i could think of happened today
yet it was still the worst day ever.

its amazing how i used to be on the phone with him
and none of the silences would be akward
and now when theres a pause in our ONLINE conversation.
its akward

school started.
i like it a lot.
classes are boring.
no ones in my lunch.
i barely see anyone all day.
but i still enjoy it surprisingly.
im done with this for a while.

schools starting in a few days.
basically this past week ive been sitting home and doing absolutley nothing.
this summer sucks

so basically field hockey owns my life
and it sucks ass

it seems like all i do is complain
i promise you i really dont
i just dont write about stuff i like
so once again im gunna complain
i feel like i lost a best friend
actually i feel like i lost 4 best friends
we still hang out
but its not the same.
despite what ANYONE says
last summer was better

last night i had a dream
he was going out with my
one of my best friends.I
felt like i wanted to die
but i dont even like him.

staying home does a lot to you
it makes you think about things
i finaly realized the meaning to
the saying the grass is always
greener on the other side i hate spending my time wishing ( Read more... )

i think all my friends are sick of each other