today was great. i spent the entire day at the beach with jacy and cassandra two of my favorite people ever. we had a blast. then cassandra and i met some people at fatso's and just hung out for a few hours. i miss having a social life ( Read more... )

so i care about angelo. i do. but i just realized that, to this day, i still haven't completely let him abck in. i still relive a lot of what happened in the past. i dont think i'll ever let it go ( Read more... )

so i should go work out today. i'm still sore but it isn't too bad. it's a beautiful day out too. i have to turn on FitTV and watch those cardio work outs while i sit on my fat ass and eat bagels with butter in order to get motivated. so let me pop a bagel in the toaster and turn on fit t v..............................................okay. bagel: ( Read more... )

so it's been well over a year since i wrote an entry in any kind of journal but since my moods are all over the place lately, i was told that writing my thoughts and feelings down will make me feel better. so here goes ( Read more... )

Tithes and Offerings
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-if you dont give anything, you wont get anything! duh.
-sow a specific something to recieve a specific something *ex- Lord, i sow this money in the offering in Jesus' name for "-----"
-believe in God for something. "God, i am believing in you for '----'. I Sow for that."
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The Contender!
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Hebrews 12:2-15Let us look only to Jesus, the one who bagan our faith and who makes it perfect. He suffered death on the cross. But he accepted the shame as if it were nothing because of the joy that God put before him. And now he's sitting at the right side of God's throne. Think about Jesus' example. He held on while wicked people were doing ( Read more... )

i finally realized why i hate going home. it hurts too much. being home...being alone. knowing that at the end of the day, that's what i will be...alone. i keep things so bottled that even i dont know why i feel the animosity. knowing that finding something special and tossing it away unknowingly is at all times...my fault. knowing that no matter ( Read more... )

mother crapper...my mono relapsed! I HATE YOU MONONUCLEOSIS! DIE! so ive only kissed like...1 person in like 2 weeks and i know he isnt sick so...how did i get it!? ugh who knows...but i was like dead on the couch for the past like 2 and a half days. the only reason it wasnt 3 days was because i was feeling a little better today and i called ( Read more... )

what a freaking day...so much...wow. ok...where do i start? let's try the beginning ( Read more... )

average day. not bad. i couldnt sleep last night so at like 7am i left and took myself to panera for breakfast, then went back home ans slept like a baby for another hour. went to work. work was good. went home and cleaned out the trunk to make it mine. put a few dead bodies in it. seriously, it's a huge trunk. went to youth. had fun. came home. ( Read more... )