!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
It's been two days since I've gotten out of the hospital, well, kind of. I don't know. My mind is such a blur that I cannot even count how many days it's been. The cramps are still here, and it seems the more that I move, the worse it gets. So, I'm obviously trying to stay as still as possible. I only get up when I ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
It is kind of funny how my brother never seems to learn. Kyle, my ex and Kris' somewhat friend, lives two doors down from us. Well, Kevin thought it would be funny to get a shitty attitude with everybody. Kyle, decided that it would be funny to take a shitty attitude up with everyone also. When Mom had called, Kyle ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
So, tonight Mom had to go to Brandon to get a tire for her van fixed. She ended up taking Kristofor's car, but before she had left, she called and asked if I had wanted to go. I said I'd let her know, because I wasn't quite sure. Kris had already said that he didn't want to go. I did end up going.

Mom and Grace came ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
Tonight, I finally told Kris that I was bummed. He said that he knew, that I've been bummed since yesterday or the day before and he didn't quite understand why. I looked at him and explained to him that I was upset because Karissa was calling the house again, and that I didn't understand what he had meant in the e- ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

Do you have a boyfriend? YES

How long have you been with him? 3 YEARS

Do you love him? WITH MY ENTIRE HEART AND SELF BEING

What do you like about him? THERE IS A LIST THAT GOES ON FOREVER ON WHAT I LIKE ABOUT HIM; WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HIM

How did you meet him? I WAS INTRODUCED TO HIM AND TWO OF HIS FRIENDS AND WAS TO HOOK ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
People have histories. That's a given. It's called the past, and most have told me that people who are in the past and things that are in the past will remain in the past. If that's true, why does Karissa keep coming back, and confessing all of these things?

Time and time again, I've heard that "she is his past, and ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

I'm afraid of...

[ ] basement darkness
[ ] the dark
[ x ] staying single
[ ] being a parent
[ x ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] spiders and/or other insects
[ x ] driving or being in cars
[ x ] flying
[ x ] being put to sleep
[ ] flowers ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

I thought that this morning, I would wake up feeling not so gloomy. Not as gloomy as yesterday. Figured maybe after some sleep I'd get over all of this. I'd get over Karissa continuing to call the house. I'd get over the fact that there is a greater chance of Kris not ever loving me again, than there is of him ever ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

Finally got to catch up with one of my girlfriends who I've not spoken to in a really long time. It's been, oh, a few years? I'm going to say at least two years because the last time I actually saw her face to face was when she was pregnant with Abby. She was pregnant with Abby, Robert had just turned a year in ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
1. Dated outside your race?  GUILTY
2. Given a hickey?  GUILTY
3. Dated your best friend?  GUILTY
4. Sung in the shower?  GUILTY
5. Spit in someones drink?  GUILTY
6. Dumped someone?  GUILTY
7. Opened your Christmas presents early?  GUILTY
8. Seen "Star Wars" more than 10 times?  INNOCENT
9. Had more than five REAL bf/gF?  ( Read more... )