I found out what i really want to do when i grow up... I have known for awhile that i would totally be ecstatic if i was able to open my own spa. If i accomplish that i think my life would be made. I need to look into schooling for massage therapy and business-management. Theres a few things i would like to do to research more, but im losing my ( Read more... )

ha Lately some things are really getting annoying. Now I will get something out real quick. I have been with the same guy for about a year and a half. I have been totally committed to him, and yes, faithful as well. I am not sure where these little girls think they have the right to call me a slut. But if you can call me a slut (or whatever you ( Read more... )

I really dont have a clue what is going on in my life. Right now, i dont have any control of where anything is going and im so scared. This weekend has not been so grand... And i think the outcome of this weekend will be a lot worse than what happened...

Friday night i didnt have to work, which was great. I hung out with sam and jon and other ( Read more... )

Did you ever stick your arms out and spin and spin and spin? Well, that's what love is like.

This wont be very long. I will just write about some important stuff going on. Maybe ill add in a few non-important things also.

Ive been working most of the summer so far... I work 4 days a week and when im not working im either with Jon or Sam. Today im ( Read more... )

The days have been confusing, yet interesting. Ive been quite lonely, even with everyone in the house. Not sure why... but my moods have been off and on more than normal. I guess things with the family is doing fine. Things are on the rocks somedays and smooth the others. I think in my mind im more lonely than anything. I know i always have people ( Read more... )

I am feeling alright right now. For once, im alone, and i dont hate it that much. im actually loving sitting down here in my basement just listening to music and writing about whatever the fuck i want. The other day i got into a car accident, but it wasnt that bad. I just got really bad whip lash. I just got back from a party a little while ago. I ( Read more... )

I have decided to stop hating so many people. I am now open to not hate anyone i maybe use to or still do hate... Yeah so if thats anyone thats reading this and you think i hate you... Let me know, and we will work that out. Im in a pretty shitty mood right now. Which sucks, but what can you do. I didnt really feel well today. I bet you can imagine ( Read more... )

This wont be a long entry, just warning you. I really dont have anything to write about, but its just been to long to not write. Amber called me this morning around 9:40. She wanted to make plans for today. So we did. From 1-5 i will be out with amber, collin, and zac. Im kinda nervous because i have never met collin, but i have always found him ( Read more... )

I have been contemplating making this friends only... I think it would be better that way. I will only get feedback from people i know, and i wont get in trouble for what i write by people that i dont even want reading my journal. I dont know yet, im thinking about it.

Every corner, every city
There’s a place where life’s a little easy
Little ( Read more... )

Im pretty pissed off right now. I reached out for help, but the few people that i thought would be there, really werent... And theres only a select few that actually could be there and actually understand why im upset. I guess its okay though... Its just building me up to eventually not need anyone anymore... Which is something that someday i will ( Read more... )