today i was a waste of life ( Read more... )

i do not think this will be very long because i should be studying. if i was studying now i could go out tonight but maybe i don't want to go out tonight and thats why i am doing such a slow job of studying. i know my parents want me in. i have work tomorrow morning, i deliver food. then i will drive my car some more to my class. i'm taking calc ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here, at my parent's house, waiting for my hair to dry. well, not completely dry. i don't go au natural. though i wish i did... it's very curly. very unmanagable. but it seems it balances out, the work i do to make it "managable" could be avoided if i went with unmanagable ( Read more... )

I know there shouldn't be truth seen in astrology, but my obsession with astrology this week would make it appear otherwise ( Read more... )

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mixture of sweat, perfumes, new clothes, baking. odors ( Read more... )

the gangs leave our greenery and quiet world, we visit a friend in the more urban part of this world ( Read more... )

goukin is a recluse, but in the strangest way. it is not by choice that his hours are long and endless and effortless and pointless and ambitionless. this has happened to him, but in the most enjoyable relaxing process, that given the choice to have it differently, at this point in the scheme of things, would he do it all over again? i sit and ( Read more... )

managing papers, passing them and writing, sleeping drawing through classes, time speeds by in decades, homework to homework, exam to exam, life does not exist outside of the dome we live in, nothing ever seeps in, we're in a bubble and the outside world is so hard and full of obligations ( Read more... )

he can stop existing now.
it's fine with me, get rid of him.
i want to erase him.

i was happy tonight before seeing his stupid
drunk
red
face.