I'm in the exact same place as I was last year. Broke, jobless, no car and no cell phone, helpless. Now I have to start from scratch all fucking over again. I hate my dad. Fuck it though things like this happen.
-Jake

What can I say about me lately. I feel like I'm starting to slip. I was thinking of things that I can look forward to and realized I don't have much. I desperately need to start trying harder in school. There just doesn't seem to be anything worth applying myself. All I do at school is live buzzer to buzzer, from one bell to the next. I go and look ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in so long mainly because I've been really busy doing better things than pouring my life into my lj or I've just been too lazy. I quit my job. I've been having a lot of drama with my dad, one day he just came and stole my car from me while I was at school. He's been making me hate him so I've been really careless and haven't made ( Read more... )

If you saw me at school today I was so psyched. I thought I was getting off probation, but as it turns out they decided october instead. STUPID GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING CUNT SUCKING TWAT EATING BITCHES DOWN AT THE MOTHER FUCKING COURT HOUSE WHO DO THEY FUCKING THINK THEY ARE I'VE PUT IN MY SIX MONTHS GET ME OFF THIS SHIT I'M SO SICK OF IT. MOTHER ( Read more... )

Today was so tight. Early release went to the beach and chilled with the chillest nigga's in the world. Then went swimming at Pebblebrooke and now I'm home :D.

All I want is somebody who can make the world dissapear. I hate how it's in my face everyday. Work, school, swimming. Thats my life and its slipping through my fingers. I want a break, even if that break is just a 20 minute phone call. I need support now more than I ever did. Broken hearts are a tragedy, I need someone to help me pick up the pieces

Everytime you look at me I wanna die, wanna die ( Read more... )

My Grandma passed away yesterday. The seventh of August, my dad and sister and I drove up here about 9:00 pm and I just got here at 4:30. Looks like I'm going to miss the first week of swim practice. I'll be back in a couple of days probably Friday. My Dad was thinking about staying up here. I told him I didn't want to live here and asked me if I ( Read more... )

for the past five days I've had to work till at least two in the morning. Wednesday I worked for 5pm-5am. Everynight I get like 6 hours of sleep. Last night when I was driving home I fell asleep at the wheel, I ran off the road and almost hit a mailbox! My dad would have killed me. Tonight I'm working from 5-12 everybody should come and visit me ( Read more... )

Today was alright. I got a new deck that was pretty kick ass. It's an enjoi, and its white and has a panda on it. Kinda bummed I didn't see Nicole or talk to her at all :(. Tonight is for me and Morgan :D. Nicole if you read this I miss yooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu.
-Jake