I got a fucking motorcylce! Thats right a kawasaki ninja, and yes I know they're dangerous. The thing scares me to death. I need to get places you know though?!?!? and I look fucking good on it! So watch out for me out on them roads. It's scary enough driving on two wheels!

How much can someone realize about the world in one day. I guess I'll be moving in with my dad anyway. It's straight, I'll get another car, one thats in my name and he's gonna help with insurance. He also straight up told me he doesn't give a fuck if I smoke or drink as long as I keep my life in order. I made my mom realize she was wrong and I'm ( Read more... )

Well my parents decided to call the cops on me this morning. I have no real idea why. I wrote to my mom on a peice of paper her rules were bullshit and she got mad. She's kicking me out though and my dad doesn't want me to live with him so I have no place to stay. So if youv'e got an extra room let me know!

I feel like I'm missing something. I sit awake at night looking for it. How long can you look in your head for whatever you long for and still not have any answers? Find me so I can sleep.

I really like girls. I don't know if you knew this ladies but I love the way you think, I love your style, I love your touch, I love the way you talk, I love the way you walk, I love how different you are from men..., I also give AMAZING back rubs. Not like I'm trying to sell myself or anything I'm just saying it for the records lol. I really am ( Read more... )

Things have made a turn for the better. I'm getting out of my house a lot more, thx Steph, Jon, Jenni, Austin. School is ok after I figured out I had bronchitus and got better. My grades have improved dramatically. Tomorrow I'm modeling for the GCHS fashion show! lol I'm not as gay as I sound, it's actually gonna be pretty cool. There are a lot of ( Read more... )

Nobody fucking cares. I feel like I'm dying. I fucking hope I am.

Where did all my friends go? I used to be able to just pick up the phone and they were there. Did I isolate everyone out? Is everyone just doing their own thing? I wouldn't even care it's just that I'm bored. I'm kinda lonely too. I haven't met someone in a long time and its really frustrating. I wish that someone would call me. I wish that someone ( Read more... )

Life is so chill! Christmas break, hells ya. Lately I've just been you know doing what I do best...partying! lol. I like relaxing and school next week is gonna be lame. I have to write some lame ass Gatsby essay before we go back. If anybody who's in my English class reads this, I feel your pain. I love all of you.
-Jake

Alright so I'm a day late but yesterday I didn't feel like writing in this stupid thing, lol. I got a job woot! I'm so much happier than I've been in such a long time. School is like kickass and excellent. I actually have some spare change in my pocket, and I'm saving up to buy a car. Girls...girls are icky lol. I've come to the decision I don't ( Read more... )