I'm sick of hiding things from people. I'm tired of them thinking that I'm one way when I'm another. I detest feeling like I'm 2 people in one body - someone with a sunny bright exterior but with a darker person hidden away underneath. And the thought that someone just has to scratch away at my surface to find it terrifies me completely.
I'm so very tired of trying so hard. It seems like no matter what I do, world always throws something else to me and things never get any better. Sometimes I just want to give up and never get out of bed.
I hate how people keep expecting things of me; good grades and stuff. Ok, so I'm intelligent... but for once, I'd just like to be average. Like normal people.
I wish my family weren't in so much financial problems and constantly play the lottery in the vain hope that i might some day win and help my parents with the money problems.
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I wish i had the talent to write fanfiction.
I wish my family weren't in so much financial problems and constantly play the lottery in the vain hope that i might some day win and help my parents with the money problems.
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