I wish i had the confidence to be the person i want to be. I'm tired of standing in other people's shadows, relying on them to be there for me and to look out for me. I need to be independent. I need to get out. And i need to get away from my family - they scare me.
I'm very happy at the moment with my life, but I wish my muse would co operate. I'm in love with someone who lives at the other end of the country and I've only met them once.
i'm happy that i had to really think what i'd like to confess. i'm happy that it looks like i've finally grown out of my constant, all-consuming, tiring dreadful angst.
i'm happy to tell you, whoever you are, talking bout gender issues, that you have nothing to worry about. i came out alive from the other end. it'll be alright.
the only thing i'm not happy about is the bad news, and the paralyzing realization that i can't do anything to help, to change things, i can only hope for the best and fear for the worst and i don't want to do that. i want to always be sure that the people i care about are safe and alright.
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i'm happy that it looks like i've finally grown out of my constant, all-consuming, tiring dreadful angst.
i'm happy to tell you, whoever you are, talking bout gender issues, that you have nothing to worry about. i came out alive from the other end. it'll be alright.
the only thing i'm not happy about is the bad news, and the paralyzing realization that i can't do anything to help, to change things, i can only hope for the best and fear for the worst and i don't want to do that.
i want to always be sure that the people i care about are safe and alright.
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