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and so we go
hey there, its been awhile. i know i have had a looong absence. a lot has happened while i was gone. relationship drama, fistfighting, getting into problems you i dont want to but get into it anyways because i feel the need to protect, etc. so where shall i begin ( Read more... ) -
Huh
Yeah... Nobody is writing back to me. I wish somebody would
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Electricity
I saw you from my car. You were with friends. You look over to me. God you're gorgeous. What's this? A smile? For me? That's odd, but I smile back. The odd thing is that you kept looking at me smiling. And I to you. This feeling, I haven't felt in years. Attraction, lust, yearning, love. The weirder part was, I knew you felt it too. That's why we ( Read more... ) -
hello there
nobody deserves getting that. nobody. thats just wrong on so many levels and to think that its ok is just saddening. why are the new outlook of our future so weak? i am not sure. the mother of my child puts up a very big and huge front hoping that nobody sees around it, but i do. im asked, "how are you so calm and not caring about this?" it was so ( Read more... ) -
hey there
well, finally its done. my other references got replied. i hope its in time now. i could finally be a dietic assistant at santa monica hospital. this is the break i need! my luck is finally turning around. my best friend landed a job as an assistant manager and i feel very proud of her because thats a big break for her too... i dont know whats ( Read more... ) -
jobs
Yeap. That's pretty much it, I am quitting my job at Cedars. Why? Because I have been working there for almost TWO YEARS now and I haven't received any form of benefits and i am not seeing any progress in getting them. its fucking ridiculous is what it is. i know for a fact that i am not a bad worker but come on,really? TWO years ( Read more... ) -
yeah...
well here i am. lost, not alone (thank god) but still lost. theres alot going through my mind at the moment. i feel fucked up. i dont know why. i just do... how i will get better from this is beyond me. but you know what? i will. thats the thing, in the end, it all gets better. i have to make a few choices. scary ones. they most certainly are life ( Read more... ) -
Gargle.
Mmm things are... Weird. Now they're on my mind all the time, it's... Difficult. To be honest it's killing me inside, like seriously, Leo GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD STRAIGHT. There's so much I want to make right. But so much wrong has to happen.
I'm beginning to wonder if it's the only way to make life easier. Do I go unannounced? Do I officially cut ( Read more... ) -
Stop
Hmm yeah I really need to stop this. Stop everything. I hate this I really do. There's so much on my mind and nowhere to go with it. I'm too busy and when I take time off I'm occupied with other people's problems. I really wish I could just say fuck you and worry about my own issues. I'm not a cruel person though. I'm too kind. That's fine, I have ( Read more... ) -
Crap
Hello, I'm back. And after a very long absence too. A lot has happened since then. Bonds have been broken while others tighten to hold on. My daughter has grown more beautiful with each passing day and she even talks now! The bond (or what's left of it) that I had with Morena is in shreds because she was told of me being seen with Suzy at the mall ( Read more... )