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Just thinking
I've been married for nearly three months now. Is it odd that I now find myself questioning if the respect factor is unilateral? I guess that would depend on the circumstances leading to these feelings. More specifically, what behaviors constitute love and respect ( Read more... ) -
If only
If only I had lived my life without these constraints of morality, right and wrong, legal or illegal. I wish I had lived a normal life with a little more fucked-up. Then maybe I wouldn't feel so different from the rest of society. Maybe then people wouldn't see me as so different and incapable of interacting in ways that are seen as being fun... ( Read more... ) -
Not much to say
All I can say is that spending 3am-1:15pm with you today was perhaps the most fun I've had in a long time. Our time wasn't even all that eventful, but it was time you spent with me. If that is all you ever do, I will be grateful for that alone. I secretly yearn for there to be something more, but I am glad to be your friend. I hope our ( Read more... ) -
Fake
Chat Conversation at 12:46am
Me: like i never was one to think big and have big dreams of doing big things.
I just wanted someone to be there for me. someone i could call mine.
live comfortably.
thats it. xD
But thats what everyone wants.
Haiden: Not a silly thing
Me: It kinda is.
Haiden: nope
love is faaaake.
Devotion and dedication are ( Read more... ) -
Can't confine this to my mind.
Free writing thoughts ( Read more... ) -
Orderly Chaos
Sometimes I really start to wonder about the whole human experience. I grow tired of the people who bumble around life simply reacting to the chaotic drama they create. There are risks to be taken. There are times that you have to go with the flow and see what happens. It's another thing if the damage you repetitively keep taking is a result of ( Read more... ) -
Validate
Does it matter if I'm the only one asking questions about their life or even their day? Too many disinterested people who use me to validate them, but can't return the favor. I'm tired of not mattering. I'm tired of trying to connect to people, being granted a flicker of hope, and being left waiting for some of those simple senses of value to be ( Read more... ) -
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There Comes a Point (A quote)
There Comes A Point In Your Life
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters,
Who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will.
There comes a point in your life when you feel nothing
And when you try to feel again, you realize it’s already over.
There comes a point in your life when you realize everything is fake
And what you ( Read more... )