Today is Carol birthday she is 25 now and from the day I met her she is just as beautiful.
Unfortunatly we are not together anymore and it does hurt I can't lie about that, yet I want her to be happy even if it's not with me.

Today is your day Carol, Happy birthday my love.

2005 - present ( Read more... )

Tim : well a cival war is between the people and their government we are an occupiying force that is the coach so to speak ( Read more... )

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So I am trying to get over this whole separation thing, you know the whole five years of your life has been spent with one person and one person only. Your whole perception of life and what it was wishing it was something else. what happens when you get used to something like if it where a mere reflection your own image. like a shadow that drifts ( Read more... )

it has been day's and day's since I have posted anything at all.
I just don't know how to feel anymore, I have so many things going on all at once.
right now it's just lost, I feel lost.
the only thing that I can hold on to is my work. I have work to cover up everything else.
you know what they say when all else fails work

I have to learn to let go.
I hold on to things so tight that it looses it radiance which drew me to it in the first place.

Confusion is festering in my mind, as I am sitting here writing about my day's ( Read more... )

So I am kinda Excited I am going to get some new shoes today ( Read more... )

My Dearest Leda ( Read more... )