hahaha livejournal ( Read more... )

how foolish i can be!
i am mine.

i wrote so much more, but it got deleted and it cant come out again

i don't desire what i'm craving
i promise

where is the music

"What good are you to anyone if you throw all your love away and keep none for yourself? Eventually they will feel that from you and feel the need to back off."

TRUTH
and i know it and have for quite a while now, i dont know how to change it or if i even will

this week has been shitty ( Read more... )

nobody knowsssssss...

and it does matter to me thank you very much.

i finally decided to get a new phone...and realized that verizon's phone selection is shit.
you can choose from a plastic thing with a screen that would break after a month....or OMGZzzzZ $200+phone wit' all the gadgets.

i am absolutely dreading school today. i really don't think i can get into college, i still haven't taken my damn SATs, everything just scares the shit out of me. i'm really not ready for anything and i hate it.

i would ring your throat for everything.

this is not geared towards anyone who reads my lj.

mother fucking crickets have been moved to the patio, i know not how they continuously escape ( Read more... )