life is getting much, much better.

i can do this. i can. i want to. i'm excited. i am excited about this semester. i am. i can do it.
right?

im' back from el paso.
i expected to have a lot more to say about that.. but i don't at the moment.
huh.

i feel emotionally obliterated. how do people get past stuff like this?

for no discernable reason..
i feel very very good :)

is it so much to ask, to want people in the world to stop being douchebags?

It's time to move on.
from now on, all entries will be friends only, so if you want to be added, message me here, although the majority of people I actually want reading this are already on my friends list..
so yeah.

I haven't been having the best day, I've been tired, sore, and achy ( Read more... )

i'm tired, i'm sick, i'm lonely, i'm grumpy, i'm in a general state of yucky sadness.
and i can't have what i want.

i miss you so much it hurts. it's a literal pain in my chest every time i think of you. it's like someone took my breath away and i remember you did used to take my breath away and it didn't feel this way ( Read more... )