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Part 2:
You have a world of voices in your head, sometimes they disagree, sometimes they sing in harmony. Each of those probably innumerable voices is beyond your understanding, the ideas of ego, superego, id, are one bad picture of that universe through a shitty microscope. It's actually impossible, quite literally, to really actually "see" into that ( Read more... ) -
The culmination of 10 more years...
Looking at old entries, seems I've rambled this before. This time was different, though, and I'm not sure I can understand how, other than sometimes the writing is in first person.. from the writing's perspective, talking to me. That was pretty weird, and sounds pretty stupid, but it was serious and spectacular. I hit a vein of something major ( Read more... ) -
31 weeks..
That's a great indicator of my true dedication. I had a more or less continuation of the last post in mind within 3 days. 31 weeks later, I begin to move. I sure I hope I overcome this someday, because it's a hell of a constraint.
Looking back, though, I didn't exactly say much of anything, really. Of course *I* know what it means, but that's ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I almost feel that the crap I've produced so far is weak enough that I should actually be embarrassed that people can see it. But I remain committed to the principle of unabashed reality, the only purpose that I ever started one of these things. Ultimately, I'm so perfectionist that I have to show an even less than half-decent face to show myself ( Read more... ) -
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It seems to me a major problem with the system of capitalism as it exists today is that advertising was never supposed to be a part of the free market. Artificially inflating demand with increasingly sophisticated psychological attacks on the general public [.. is called politics. No, I mean..] destroys the balance and stability that the ( Read more... ) -
The times they are a-changin'
I live in a fugue state almost. Time winks by while I'm lost in thought, and by not writing anything down, I let the thought melt into nothing as well. But I'm beginning to think that perhaps I really could/should somehow bottle that and use it. Maybe I do have enough passion for theology/philosophy/psychology/logic/math/physics/computers to ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
supposedly forwarded that way, dunno. I hate the world, that you have to do things like "write a letter, and be specific, if you felt that Bush failed to have strong rhetoric in his retarded grasp of world events or.. be sure to say so" I saw a little bit of post debate analysis (my mom watches that shit on fox news, and if I'm passing through to ( Read more... ) -
Another little fragment
Pin the trappings of democracy
upon the wolf of your choice
The illusion is now complete
that you still have a voice
(as to anyone confused by the last entry, consider the word "another" and give it a little thought) -
Half-assed. Hey, fuck you, I'm writing SOMETHING at least.
I should make a full song first and share second. Especially since this one should practically write itself... Oh well, I should do a lot of things.. I'm fuckin lazy. Get about a couplet, or in this case.. quadruplet? :P Then I give up. I guess then I post it on the internet in the hopes that someone will steal it and find a way to make ( Read more... ) -
Fuck, I'm stuck here
I have always felt like an alien in this world, like I didn't belong anywhere. Or did belong everywhere, or something. I never joined any social groups in the school setting, but I didn't ALWAYS avoid them. By that I mean that I might spend time with this circle or that, briefly.. but I never felt part, it was not my identity, and it seemed that ( Read more... )