NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo i say. winter is my favorite. it was much enjoyed. the begennining was very nice and the middle was pleasant to say the least but the end has been very weird and a bit rocky. it has led to greater understandings of many things around me and a few processes that were ( Read more... )

my neck hurts BAD. dont know why exactly. needs work. maybe a long bath later today.mmm bath might be nice. especially if its all stormy out. anyways im not sure why im posting right now. just kinda got on the computer at work and here we are. lotsa stuff going through my minda lately. a mass dissection of a human pandora's box. its quite fun ( Read more... )

and my mind droped the beat. lost it for a moment. maybe destroyed it a bit. untill i understood it. took some time to look upon it. showers are good for that... now the understanding has shined light upon dark places. illuminating changes in the flow. its like im swimming again. kinda weird huh. all submurged in the mass of it again catches ( Read more... )

tainted for life i say, people ask me why, i lie and tell them im just a broken guy. its hard to describe the twist and turns of a sad mind. one lost to the movement of time and caught up in the rythem of life. its time u see, time for one such as me to start to unravel the mystery that has been my life and mind. it has all happened with me just ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmmmm out the door.cold breeze filters through my clothes, leaving me yearning for another layer.brisk jog. stop. waiting for the oochworm train.off to rainbow sparkle land.jelly filled.the power.instant go leaves behind unsteady flows ( Read more... )

hehehe yeah so like ummm i was just sitting there doing things with stuff and like it happened. and then my brain exploded. and today now its still like WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ( Read more... )

i move with you.slow and fast.over and under.following and leading.letting go and gripping tightly.viselike precision leads to locked in decisions.the rain beats down as we spring forth from the ground.uplifting roots.opening the gates of nature upon the land.fresh air.easy breathing.the birds dicuss our path.we see like never before.new lands. ( Read more... )

yup gunna do it everyday. at least for 6 more months till i can transfer or sumthing like that ( Read more... )

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so i stayed up late this morning awaiting a possibility of a movie with u. i wok up at 3 not sure about surroundings, the stairs i bound, work goods are gathered, goodbyes are said in voice and (communicated in my mind vai touch)

shait i cant finish gotta actually work