throwing in the towel in trying to make a non-existent relationship progress and actually work. You could only give so much. When the other person only takes and takes its apparent its one sided. If it isn't one sided it sure feels like it and i'm tired of dealing with it. Easy words wont work with me anymore. I've heard it all before. I'm actually ( Read more... )

Best and worst momments of 2004 ( Read more... )

I ask myself why i waited four months for something that doesn't seem worth it at all. Maybe i had extremely high expectations or maybe it was too good to be true? Heh Life is funny. Then again without these twist and turns life would be very dull. At least i could kill this illusion i chose to create once and for all.

It seems like everytime i update its about me being drunk at a party. Ha ha soon it should change. After Jan i'm not going to drink period. Anyhow untill then.. Party. Friday was fun. I was wasted though. Tamara and i danced. ha ha good times. Gaby, kelley,Tamara, Jen and i wanted to slap these girls who said they wanted to call the police because ( Read more... )

It's been forever since i've updated, i guess i've been really busy and haven't had the chance to reflect on life.What's new? not much, still same. Well i don't really party as hard as i usto ha ha.. i miss those good times!! I just have been WORKING like 6 days a week, yeah the paychecks are nice and fat but so is my PHONE BILLL!!!! lol so i'm ( Read more... )

So i dyed my hair black .. how the hell do u post images on here?

The Ultimate Kissing SurveyAge of first kiss: 13 ( Read more... )

This has been a fun summer with many drunken long nights, anyhow life is great.

oooh yeah.. so justin and i went to go see it at 12:30 am, but the theather was gay and said it was a mistake. oooh yeaaa my mom is leaving today too.. So that means it's my sis and i tonight and tomorrow. Anyhow this time i got drink alot and come home early instead of waiting till i sober up.

Well well well on weds Krystal and i went to the beach and this crazy bitchy lady was screaming at krystal and krystal didn't take her shit. Then on thurs i went with jen to the beach again and this lady said jen took one of her rings and started yelling out loud that we steal.. it was funny.. well not at the moment. Then we went to Kennys kickback ( Read more... )