Good Lord Almighty! Today was just like everyday these past few weeks I was getting ready for work all of a sudden I was filled with this huge sense of dread. I quit the Army. Not only did I quit but I took another job in a freaking demon bar. Was I out of my freaking mind? You don't just quit the Army. Its not that easy. I'll be lucky if I ( Read more... )

This bar gig rocks. I LOVE it! No yes, sirs or no, ma'ams anymore. though I think Carlos would like it if I was yes, sirring him. Kinda all happy with the power. But thats okay, I know if I fuck up he can't put me in the brig. This job aint hard either, just serve and smile. The money rolls in that way ( Read more... )

I quit the Army. I went into that new guys office and told him what he could do with his reg.'s and I quit. Okay, I know its not that easy the quit. But really, I don't care ( Read more... )

Jess and I were so close to figuring what the hell was going on out here on the base. Then this new guy comes in and order us to report the Sunnydale Memorial Hospital. I guess we'll be working there for at least the next few weeks if not longer. The hell ( Read more... )

Jess wants to have a "talk". Which is another way of saying I am gonna get crap for not doing something right. Which better not be the case, because I have been dead on at work. I haven't let any of this other stuff affect my work performance, so I haven't the slightest what she wants. It must be something that she doesn't anyone on base ( Read more... )

Jess got me out of my room. Got another down the hall. No big move but it's um...better. I got over my initial thought of transferring out of here or resigning. I just have kind thrown myself into work. It keeps me busy and not dwelling over the events of the past weeks ( Read more... )

Gotta just not think about it all. Went to work today. made it through the shift and just kinda came back to my room. Thinking about having Jess pull some strings and get me a different room. Been picking up all the crap that was left around in the room. Threw it all out, cept the necklace. Don't know why I kept that. Understanding and ( Read more... )

Hmmm. Well I have no idea what Anthony is up to for his big surprise for this evening. He seems extremely excited about it. I have been running around like a mad person so that I could slip away tonight. Which has been no easy task. First i got held up at work. I think I annoyed Jess even more by getting all antsy and watching the clock. If ( Read more... )

Sgt.Voight is on leave for the weekend. Thank God. She was about ready to drive me nuts. I don't know which is worse the Jess who's all pissy cause I'm keeping shit from her. Or freaked out Jess who's ready for a breakdown of some sort. The weekend has been peaceful, with her not around to micro~manage everything ( Read more... )

I was all see to break whatever this thing is with Travelli off. Had all my reason safely tucked in my head to repeat when I saw him next. Heh, my resolve crumbled, well pretty much when he knocked on the door. So I had to face facts here. I give up er..in. Just not gonna think about the reasons not to anymore. Whats the point of driving ( Read more... )