I thought going away this weekend would give me a chance to clear my head. To get this whole thing with Travelli out of my system. Heh, that worked about five minutes. Yeah it was great, no crappy food and got to sleep in a huge comfy bedalone. Just every time I closed my eyes I could see him and you know not any flowers and holding hands kind ( Read more... )

What the Hell have I gotten myself into? This was so not my intention. I wasn't even gonna go out with him in the first place. So how did he end up in my bed the past two nights? Well I know how, I'm just not certain why. This is so wrong, in so many ways. I know better than this. I just can't say no to him, at all. I have barely gotten any ( Read more... )

You know, we send home one blood loss victim, another one shows up. That makes five so far, plus the two that were DOA. I don't think this one is gonna make it either. He looks worse than Anthony did. Sgt.Voight might as well be working 24/7, she won't leave me alone to do my job. If she isn't there watching over my shoulder, she sends in ( Read more... )

I've been very good. Showing up to work on time, staying focused while there. Sgt.Voight has had nothing to bitch about from me. The soldier that was in the infirmary was well enough to be discharged. Thank God. It almost like she blames me for Travelli's death. And he not even dead! But had he been, I didn't do it! All I did was take care ( Read more... )

That was.......intense, exciting, stupid. Like a school girl making out all night on beach. It probably would have gone further than that had he not stopped us and took me back to the barracks. That was a surprise, both me letting it get that far and him being the gentleman type. Maybe it was jsut the wine or something, cause really, i am not ( Read more... )

*standing in the shadows at the east entrance ( Read more... )

Well It's that time again. Sgt. Voight and I switched shifts again. Daytime shift is mine again and to tell the truth not a minute too soon. The night shift has become...disturbing of late. No one has contacted me about Travelli being well alive. I have to assume, whoever, knows that he wasn't actually dead and took care of the stuff that ( Read more... )

Well I finally grew a pair and went back to work. Sgt. Voight was less than please. Especially when I wasn't forth coming as to why I was out. I want to tell her all this crap and about Travelli but I still haven't been able to reach anyone at that number I was given. Maybe I should just talk to Sgt.Finn. He was there that first night ( Read more... )

Oh God! Travelli was still alive. I zipped him up in a body bag and he was still alive. I just can't even wrap that around my head. I called in sick tonight. Was half afraid he would come back. And I really don't know what would of happened had the rest of the staff hadn't come back from the mess right when they did. I am not sure what he ( Read more... )

Well, Sgt. Voight is ten times more pissed than I thought I expected her to be. I know she feels in the dark, but its not like I know what the hell is going on either. And if she knew me at all, she would know that I would tell her the little bit of crap that I do know if I wasn't under orders not to. Well I always knew that the Army wasn't a ( Read more... )