soo, i'm almost done with the semester. less than a week. unfortunately in that week i have one final, a 12-15 page research proposal, an 8 page theater paper, and a 2-3 page modernization paper. sooo, i've got a full week. plus emt class on saturday. but classes are over so i'm happy ( Read more... )

god, i want so badly to just do my work. just be consumed by it. to focus. to think about anything else. but, it eludes me. satisfaction, distraction, completion. all of it. my dad is in the hospital. and it's funny, i really don't think about him that much. generally. in fact, if i haven't seen him in awhile, really talked to him, i ( Read more... )

sooo, i'm really proud of myself because last night i ran a half mile for a warm-up then went and lifted in the gym. tonight i just ran a mile. no walking. and it was rough, but i did it and i'm proud of myself. and i'm totally changing my diet. no more fuckin fast food all the time. like, not none, yet, but a lot less, and gradually none. i ( Read more... )

i'm tired as fuck. three weeks left of school. i kinda want to die, but i finally have some motivation ( Read more... )

god some days i feel like i'm just gonna crap out. i've been so friggin busy lately. i've felt feverish numerous times in the past week or so but haven't let that stop me. i hope i don't get sick. gotta take my kitties to the vet today. stormie has tapeworms. rough. my EMT class saturday was a bitch. i was so friggin tired all day, mostly ( Read more... )

but of course i am not. instead, i shall take a moment to reflect on lj. and say gay shit like the previous sentence. but, yeah, just got off work early, supposedly to study. see how that's going? we got two kitties. the most adorable kitties ever. a boy, shea, and a girl, stormie. and they're the best kitties ever. i love em so much. so ( Read more... )

hellz yeah, the panic! show is tonight. I'm excited, mostly cause all my good buddies are gonna be there, or if they won't be there i'll be seein them at some point. god i've been meaning to write for awhile. let's see, where to start. funny shit, 6 cofc students got arrested for assaulting an officer saturday night. 4 were girls. that's ( Read more... )

Except when you don't get any calls. I've been here for over 3 and a half hours with still no calls. But hopefully between like 8 and 10 something will happen. Keep your fingers crossed. It's a Saturday night, somebody has to do something stupid. I can only hope. Aaaarrrrggghhh. Yeah, pretty friggin boring. I thought I would write, but now ( Read more... )

for no damn good reason. lame. but, on other notes, had a pretty nice weeekend. hectic at times, overdid it a bit. overall good though. spent time with marissa, worked a bunch. worked my first shift at CofC EMS. pretty boring actually, just one call, a fire alarm that we went to control traffic. i got to wear a nifty vest. that's about it ( Read more... )

Ahhh.  I'm friggin tired.  I worked.  Didn't make much.  I'm donating plasma tomorrow morning.  getting 20 bucks.  this freak sent me a message on myspace.  it said i know you and about your family then he proceeded to name my parents and siblings.  weird.  kinda creeped me out, not gonna lie.  and it seems like a lot of effort just for one of my ( Read more... )