everyone keeps telling me i'm better off.
so why is it that i don't feel better off?
maybe if they tell me enough, i'll eventually believe it...

ever had one of those friends that you love to DEATH and have the MOST fun hanging out with but in the process of making plans they drive you freaking NUTS?! well i do ( Read more... )

I hate the way you talk to me ( Read more... )

Today is Ryan Kirby's b-day, so call him and wish him a HORRIBLE day.

What?! VJ did it...

So yeah-
Happy Birthday, Ry-Dawg!

kgoodnight

So the Quake thing isnt going so well. Actually, it isnt going at all. I S-U-C-K! Lets hope practice really does make perfect ( Read more... )

I've noticed that I only update when Im upset or uberhappy. Im gonna stop that. I used to update just for the hell of it. Thats why Im making a point of updating now.

So I finally got Quake. Best game ever. After Sims. And Sims 2. Ok, so not best game, but its pretty cool. Daniel has played it for forever and got me onto it. Him and his cousin ( Read more... )

Whats the point in leaving a mean comment on someone's livejournal? Unless you're defending yourself, c'mon, its not neccesary. And since you're right, I AM only 16 and not 40, I can say this old line: IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL ( Read more... )

I've always looked at Daniel's family in such a good, admirable way. They were this big family who loved one another, would do anything for one another, were spoiled by the parents, and just had this picture perfect life. So I thought. While I was too busy placing them on a pedestal wishing they were mine and that I could afford to have the things ( Read more... )

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If only that were true. Lately it seems all I do is get hurt. And let down. Constantly. It's one thing after another. I guess I bring it on myself. I've also been doubting a lot of things in my life. Not a wise choice, leaving me alone with nothing to do. I always end up thinking. And when I think, it never ends up good. I've had my share of tears ( Read more... )