Have you ever had a feeling that wouldn't go away? Like no matter how much you tried, it kept reappearing at the most inappropriate times, when you desperately needed to  be happy?
I feel like no smile or laugh is going to make this crushing feeling go away.

The walls are closing in.

I don't know what happened in the last 24 hours or even in the past two hours ( Read more... )

I don't really know what my deal is lately. I've got way too much going on in my life, but all I can really think about is getting a tattoo. It's kind of ridiculous. Perhaps it's just my getaway from thinking about all these situations and complications ( Read more... )

Today is my lovely mother's birthday. For some unknown reason, she wants the Daughtry cd ( Read more... )

So this week has been pretty hectic and I'll admit that it's my own damn fault for not taking advantage of the little free time that I'm allotted. In fact, I wasted that time on lazing around and youtubing. In result, I'm stuck writing an ethnography, an art essay, a reflective essay, studying for finals, preparing a spanish conversation, preparing ( Read more... )

I'm amazed that myspace, facebook and any other social network are blocked off at work, except for this lovely website. Which, in turn, leads to my daily updates ( Read more... )

I am finally moving out.

Today I heard something quite relevant to my situation on the radio. It went something along the lines of "When you're finding yourself, you tend to endure a rough patch". I may have fancied the saying up but it rings true for me ( Read more... )

I look at my tired and swollen eyes in the mirror and can't see myself in this blotchy pallate of vulnerability and pain ( Read more... )

According to wikiHow, happiness can come in steps ( Read more... )