Comments | pachookie: Xanax anyone?

pachookie

Xanax anyone?

Jun 09, 2004 19:08

I really think I've got to dip into the xanax reserves.... and they are pretty low. Why can't I just be over him? Just talking to him today almost brings me to my knees. How ridiculous is that? He summons, I obey. I feel like this little submissive puppy willing to do whatever he wants, when he wants regardless of the consequences. Oh, and ( Read more... )

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I've had these same thoughts moltomenti June 9 2004, 18:55:23 UTC

My God, I know all about this (except I usually crave Valium). Your whole first paragraph, I was thinking the exact same thing on my way home today. I tell him everything (almost), foolishly trust him completely, give him the ability to literally destroy me (well, maybe that's a little over-dramatic). I think this is the first time I've ever put myself in this position before. Damn, it sucks, eh?

Re: I've had these same thoughts pachookie June 10 2004, 12:24:53 UTC

Yes, valium is fabulous too. Xanax is easier for me to get for some reason. The trust being broken is so harmful. Long term, not just with him you know? And I don't think it was over-dramatic, its just how it feels. I understand.

viccygrl420 June 10 2004, 10:32:45 UTC

I understand 150%--enough said...you want my xanax? I can't take it and I don't like it that much! Hah! :)

pachookie June 10 2004, 12:16:10 UTC

What am I hearing?? You don't like xanax? It has saved my ass on several occasions. Just take two little pills and call me in the morning...

How are you doing?

viccygrl420 June 10 2004, 16:14:16 UTC

If I actually used them for what they needed to be used for, it might help...but they make me sleepy..and I hate to be sleepy...so, yeah...how about you take two and call me in the morning...hehe...I'm alright...just having a bad couple of days..I'll tell you more later! :)

pachookie June 10 2004, 16:44:12 UTC

Yeah, I want to know what is new with you. Fill me in when you can.

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kings_of_crime June 10 2004, 20:52:29 UTC

I know how you feel girl that shit sucks

pachookie June 11 2004, 05:53:39 UTC

Yes, yes it does suck. Thanks for the sympathy though...

edsobo June 12 2004, 09:31:38 UTC

Ouch... One sided stuff like that really bites. Only advice I'd give is try to find someone who actually cares about you... You might be surprised about how you feel about them.

pachookie June 14 2004, 05:51:11 UTC

Yeah, well... the one sided stuff seems to be what I excel at. I don't know anyone who actually cares about me. I mean ME as a person, not as in what I have to offer, you know?

Re: By the way... edsobo June 13 2004, 00:21:13 UTC

I added you as a friend... Hope you don't mind.

Re: By the way... pachookie June 14 2004, 06:08:06 UTC

I'm honored. I've done the same.
Thanks!