Havent updated in a couple of days because I was getting my new comp INSTALLED to my house and stuff. No cable modem just yet but hey I can't complain. I am still on AOL but its 9.0 not 6.0 and I HAVE NO VIRUSES AND VIRUS PROTECTION BIOTCHES ( Read more... )

New live journal name: XVoidG1257X

Not using this one anymore..I am starting off new.

I write in this because not many people ever read this anymore and not many people know of this as my xanga is in popular demand. This weekend went well,really well. Things happened that I have been waiting to happen for awhile but Iam now rethinking my decisions ( Read more... )

I've been having trouble concentrating lately. I really need to get focused. I keep putting off things because I have been completely exhausted but maybe in reality I have been using that as an excuse for laziness. Yes, I do I admit I am quite lazy. I also have not been keeping with certain commitments ( Read more... )

Well I am in public speaking supposed to be doing a research project but what do you expect, I am the last minute procrastinator with Senioritis ( Read more... )

Too much of a long story..

Another scary night..ill eventaully talk more about it..

He almost said he loved me because he told me he wanted to say it but not freak me out, right now..my response wouldve been nothing because at the moment i am lost in thought with him..

His parents came home and saw me,his mom was happy to see me from what it seemed ( Read more... )

Well, I am totally over the whole thing that happened Sunday now... Even though when me and John were playin around I said something really mean to him that I shouldn't have. That was yesterday though...

After getting a decent 12 hours of sleep, I am feeling more refreshed and more clear in my head. Today I have work 5-C, with the worst closer ever ( Read more... )

He hasnt called me today to tell me if hes okay and iam bugging out..

Went for a run before and i am not really hungry..

I just need to hear his voice and tell me hes okay.

I ve been listening to Coheeded Cambria alot lately.. there is this one song that I think is particularly alittle scary but intriguing and some of the lyrics are "...Pull the trigger and the night mares stop, Pull the trigger and the night mare stops, forever..." It gets me thinking...I don't know its a weird song, and who ever actually would do ( Read more... )

Well,for starters..Merry X-Mas Eve

Thank god break has finally come. I don't think I would have been able to survive much longer than I already have. I ve been busy for the last 2 weeks doing papers and attempting to have a day by myself but that just isn't the case. Last Friday, I was gonna just stay in, take a nice warm bath and finish "The Bell ( Read more... )