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This description of my personality is very flattering.  I like it a lot, so I'm going to post it so that one day I might look back and remember it.  If you are reading to find out what I'm thinking, you've read far enough and can skip the rest.  If you want to know more about the person I have evolved into, this is about as accurate as it gets ( ( Read more... )

I forget sometimes exactly who I am.

There is a disconnect from what I am and what I picture myself as.   I picture myself as a ghost and a benefactor, no part of this world but able to affect it.  As such, I'm unable to be hurt and free as a bird to flit about and help whom I see fit.

But reality is a cruel mistress--  I am no more than a man.  As ( Read more... )

time to watch cody make a fool of himself on stage!  Lip Sync 2009 with the math club ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvQEJEC0cy4&feature=related

I've listened to this like 50 times over this night.  I suggest you do the same.  It's a great great song.  It was played as a new years farewell song this year.  I think that's pretty fuckin sweet 

 there is something kind of rewarding pulling an all nighter.  It's not something I enjoy doing or take pride in doing, but there is something ensuring about having the endurance and the willpower to get done what needs to be done; to do what is important and work towards your dreams with a truly fervent determination.
I don't do them often, but ( Read more... )

lah~dee~dah ( Read more... )

 Friends are the most amazing thing in the world to me right now.  No matter the immense pain and drama life throws at us, we can carry our combined strength in numbers; we can become more than ourselves with the strength of our friends.  While my heart may have shattered and my spirit lay battered and unconscious and broken on the floor, I stand ( Read more... )

 sorry for the double post ( Read more... )

I'm tired.  I have a ton of homework this weekend and everyone wants me to do things today.  I just wanna relax, sit back and just let things happen.  Instead, I'm sitting here busting my ass on homework so later people can invite me to events I really don't wanna go to.  I mean I'd consider going just to hang out with them, but I'd MUCH prefer not ( Read more... )