star wars was beyond bad ass. i saw it at midnight with brian. it was so good. i can't wait to go see it again. GOD DAMN was it good. i'm really tired though. school is going to suck ass now. lol. AND BRIAN ISN'T IN SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE HE HAS A FIELD TRIP ( Read more... )

the way he looks at me, makes me feel like i'm the only one, makes me feel like i matter.

he is amazing.

PrisciIIa Strife: he seems great ( Read more... )

i decided that i am going to delete this journal. i made a new one. so if you want me to add you as a friend, let me know.. just go ahead an comment. and i need help making a layout.. .it doesnt have to be fancy. i just don't want to have this name anymore i guess. starting all over. so if you want me to add you let me know. ima delete this journal ( Read more... )

prom was beyond anything that i imagined. brian was so adorable. god he was cute, in his tux... god he was adorable. Prom was so much fun, and having it held at the Palmer's House was incredible. it's one of the oldest/fanciest hotels in chicago that's left. it survived the great chicago fire :D :D ( Read more... )

haven't been on in awhile, in fact, i've pretty much stopped coming online and i sorta like it. i was talking to britt, telling her how much i couldn't stand coming on anymore. how all that drama just isn't worth it. i'm happy right now, really really happy ( Read more... )

...damn the man, save the empire...

why am i such a closet case? why am i so afraid to come out? this is really bothering me. today was a horrid day. i went to this peer mediation training, and i've already been one for three years, and i didn't need to go. it was horrible. and this girl from my school kept using the word fag, and i said, " can you please not use that around me, i ( Read more... )

you ask me what is poverty? listen to me. here i am dirty, smelly, and with no "proper" underwear on and with the stench of my rotting teeth near you. I will tell you. Listen to me. Listen without pity. I cannot use your pity. LIsten with understanding. Put yourself in my dirty worn out, ill fitting shoes, and hear me ( Read more... )

falling asleep on him, was the most peaceful moment i have ever had in my entire life.