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Liebe und Nacht sind liegt ( Read more... ) -
I don't know
I don't know why I am so jealous when i see pictures of you and your family. I just wish maybe that my mom as supportive and warm and present as yours. For all I have, I just wish there was a second that I diden't feel like i was disappointing her.
I left home and i still can't escape it.
i have spent my whole life trying to figure out what it is she ( Read more... ) -
FYI
Due to concerns about this post, I am rewriting it during a time that i am not sick and in a bad mood. Here it is in normal words ( Read more... ) -
Francys Arsentiev
googled awkward smile
may be a coworkers wedding
or a cheesy company gala
eyes glazed with too much open bar
"please don't leave me alone"
chapped face
numb ears
her hands over her head
shielding the wind
"please don't leave me alone"
the last of her strength
a plea.
fresh foot prints in the snow
and nobody in sight
this is what i imagined. -
The sign on the door.
Spotty hands held me up and told me stories of places far away ( Read more... ) -
On Butch and Femme:Tomboi
I hate Butch and Femme. Both of the terms bother me, I hate that we used terms that a based in the gender binary. While I understand that to be femme is to Identify and fully with your female gender. I cannot assign anything to butch. It would be easy to say that to be butch is to masquerade as a man. It is easy to define butch as Freudian penis ( Read more... ) -
I hate Valentines Day
Valentines day is a day to spend with loved ones. I had a nice time with Andee and Veronica. -
stream of reaction
Done ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Left Behind
An open casket so that my family and friends can morn if they need to
then
burn me and scatter the ashes in places that i enjoyed being, Camp Olson, home, Mills, ect. And one place i never got the chance to go.
Keep a small amount at home with family. The romantic in me want a peice of me there... make it the right toe, the one i alway stub on the ( Read more... ) -
Quarter Life Crisis
Veronica found a grey hair on me today. Over all amanda picked seven of them off my head ( Read more... )