I have been trying to make plans on what i could do for amanda for our 4 year tomorrow. I just can't seem to cook up something good enough. When you feel like almost every moment with a person is a celebration, how do you top it? on a budget no less ( Read more... )

To tell you the truth, i don't feel like recounting the past few weeks. I never found a job and have spent the summer doing odd jobs. I regret not getting recertified to life guard... I can't show my self in a bathing suit, the thought of it makes be break out into a sweat. (pathetic i know, but thats how it is ( Read more... )

I just went to the super market and saw a dozen midwestern dykes like my self. My look is not so signature here ( Read more... )

Yellow Tails ( Read more... )

A pantoum for sweet hearts

When I am old
I wonder if I will return to this place
If I can climb trees
Think of youth and where its gone

I wonder if I will return to this place
chase memories like dreams
think of youth and where its gone
laugh, or maybe cry

chase memories like dreams
hearing whispers of young love
laugh, or maybe cry
and think of you

hearing ( Read more... )

Next year is going to be great. I am looking forward to so much ( Read more... )

June 5th, 2005

Larissa called me last night. I was in the shower so dad picked up. I came down stairs and he said i got call but the person on the other line dident tell him her name. I had a feeling it was Larissa. So I called her.

You know she never used to call me...ever.

So I asked her "are you gong to Rec. tonight?" she was like "yes, but we need ( Read more... )

The florist asked who it was for ( Read more... )

She paints them pretty colors

She puts up walls and paints them pretty colors
brick by brick laid and laid
clayed and clayed
made, made

paper dolls
changing clothes, changing clothes
Changing cloths she loathes, she loathes

She paints them pretty colors.
She taints them pretty color.

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