Ah the bright morning...err..afternoon sun. Happy 4th all and to all a good day. Life goes as normal lately, games, activities and such. Tonight there's a shindig at the church i think i am gonna go to. Marissa is back in town and she's with child. She's just aglowin'. I miss that chica. I miss Melissa and Rosemary too...but i should be getting my ( Read more... )

So yes...i can be an ass sometimes. Life just goes that way. However, and i say this without intention of sounding self-righteous, these times are rare when generally speaking and i would hope that people knew me well enough to understand that they are spawned from sincere concern. God i dont care about her...why would i? Thats not even my buisness ( Read more... )

So the smoke cleared and it's turning out to be a good day. You know 'Fantasy is what people want but reality is what people need' so says the great Lauryn Hill and i finally understand that. And this realization has helped out alot. Alot. It's time to give up these boyish dreams and live my life. I like this feeling. I feel in control again. It's ( Read more... )

So i woke up in the middle of the night...nightmare and all...I hate my nightmares, the flashbacks...it's not fun stuff. There's a lot of not fun stuff going on. It's amazing how the tired-ness can just be sucked right out of you. There's alot of things i dont understand. I was reading The Social Contract before i headed to bed, and it got me ( Read more... )

There's never a change...life isnt allowed change. Change is one of those rare things that only the special get to experience i suppose...

Hmm...intresting life i say ( Read more... )

I'm frightened...i'm not really sure what to do. I feel like it's judgement day and i was left alone with the temptation. I think i am beginning to understand now though. So thats good at least. Strange events are surrounding me...numbers are disappearing, people from the past keep calling...it all feels like it's leading up to something that i ( Read more... )

I wish people wouldnt assume. Judgments being handed out as if they knew all. Whatever ( Read more... )

There once was a story about two boys making their way home into what they thought was the peaceful and beautiful land of Stanton's restroom. One of the boys...we'll call him Chicken Hawk, went first into the dangerous and treacherous abyss because his bladder was calling from a distant land to be set free. Upon entering this once sacred of places ( Read more... )

So twirly whirly world we live in huh? It seems that it never stops for a break always continuing as if it has some destination that it wont tell us. Thursday...i hope that things go well and nothing is blow out of proportion or taken the wrong way. I dont know what i am saying it's not really important. What is is that i hope that all goes well in ( Read more... )