Comments | padfootsgoddess: "She's tired of smiling madly, until silence becomes very silently a noise in her mind..."

padfootsgoddess

"She's tired of smiling madly, until silence becomes very silently a noise in her mind..."

Feb 14, 2005 08:23

My emotional center was finally back... I was starting to slip yesterday evening, felt my senses twist and turn... But, I got lots of sleep, woke up refreshed, even remembered having a dream (though I didn't remember what the dream was), then listened to Enigma on the way to work... I was finally at peace with myself... And then... all sorts of ( Read more... )

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daymare01 February 14 2005, 07:00:01 UTC

*hugs* I know first hand how much it hurts to lose some people. I'm so sorry for you. And you don't suck, sweetie. Everyone else does.

padfootsgoddess February 14 2005, 07:19:03 UTC

*hugs* Thank you hun... And it's really not that everyone else sucks, I think I just have a lot to learn when it comes to handling the good with the bad in my life... I think I tend to push people away with my own insecurities... I need to not do that...

*sigh* I know I'm way too critical of myself sometimes...

daymare01 February 14 2005, 12:14:51 UTC

*nods* Join the club. I feel like I'm always pushing people away. I have a feeling I can be hard to handle a lot of the time...

sarahhhhhhhhhhh February 14 2005, 12:23:24 UTC

That inspired me to hang on too.
Thanks.

sarahhhhhhhhhhh February 14 2005, 12:23:24 UTC

That inspired me to hang on too.
Thanks.

mysticillusions February 14 2005, 15:45:52 UTC

Hun you should never feel like its you, cause you are such a wonderful person and people should realize how lucky they are to have someone as wonderful and caring as you in their life....

angrykeyboarder February 14 2005, 16:41:57 UTC

I wish I had your attitude. I'd be alot better off.

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