Me muero de luchar con todo lo que tengo - las cuentas, las horas largas en el trabajo, los quehaceres en casa, lo que sea - pero me da optimismo el éxito que he tenido ya en este semestre.  Quizás fuera buena cosa no poder ingresarme en los tres cursos.   No tuve que pagar 5200 dólares.  Y por lo menos tengo el tiempo libre para relajarme un poco ( Read more... )

The god of this place is yellow. Sharp-toothed god of motor oil, steam, abandoned, unread newspapers... Words aren't big enough to write his name. Imagine metal just before it collides with metal, the last second of perfect. Hold your breath. Anticipate the crack, the scrape, the sirens - that's the best part. We're all holding our breath, ( Read more... )

 Well, after a 2 year hiatus i casually stumbled upon my old livejournal and decided to resurrect (sp?) her from the dead. She's alive again.  I can't predict the frequency with which i will be updating this thing, given the great chasm of neglect, nor the caliber of the stuff i put up in here.  No matter, anyhow, since this thing really only ( Read more... )

More and more, days fade earlier to night ( Read more... )

i had a very excellent end of the week/weekend, whichever you prefer. i felt happier today than i have in a while; more focused, more collected. it was refreshing ( Read more... )

what if all the world you used to know, is an elaborate dream ( Read more... )

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so ignore the last post, it's essentially irrelevant.
and thank you for calling me, i'm really glad that we had a conversation. i really hadn't given thought, before, to being friends with you, but maybe that would be in our best interests so that we can at least understand each other's perspectives. fyi: i don't think you're the enemy. :)

oy, what a fucking night. the rapist finally showed her face. i thought i was ready to let bygones be bygones, but apparently not. why won't she just let us be ( Read more... )

i'm kind of upset right now. you ignore me for two months then you want to go to a show with me? after you told me you didn't want to go with me because you were going with stef? but now, you call. now when you want something you call me. fucking excellent. that's the way it's always been with you, since i've known you. you only play nice when you ( Read more... )