I'm moved into the appartment now. That is nice and enjoyable. Much better than being stuck at Clayton. Clsses have already started there and they might not be horrible. Sociology seems interesting and all, however I think I'm going to shoot myself in English. Why must I take English 102? I'll have to talk to someone official about that tomorrow. ( Read more... )

No longer, sadly, am I able to attend Agnes Scott. Instead, I will be going to Clayton State (oh, joy) and taking classes that are required for university schools in georgia. I will still be in Atlanta so I would love to hear from my long lost friends (ahem, Mel. . .). This bodes as a scary new chapter in my life but one that is important none the

This journal was created at a secretive point in my life. I am not so secretive nowadays. So this is shelley's journal. The redhead from ASC. I miss my friends. It will be nice to be back in Atlanta before long.

Christmas went well despite it being the first without my grandmother. It was a pretty good haul this year complete with a midnight mass, a tollhouse cookie pie (which I made), and a darling pair of shoes I believe my Lou will be jealous of. I also got my doggie the squeakiest dog toy I could find. I know that's instigating and I will likely have ( Read more... )

I am doing better I think. Yesterday was pure hell but I'm getting through it and trying to prepare myself for next semester. I am utterly terrefied. I want to go back but I am so scared of being back at Agnes. I wish I wasn't such a weenie. I'm just delighted and terrefied about seeing people again. Of course if I could I would just run forever ( Read more... )

My grandmother died yesterday. I was in the room with her. Now the family is flocking in. I think I'm handling this okay, maybe.

I'm so glad to feel weather that isn't sweltering and nasty humid. I am enjoying the days so much more now and am really for the outdoorish meeting on tuesdays and thursdays ( Read more... )

I now officially have a sponsor. I'm a wee bit scared- it feels like a huge commitment. I think that's just my head though. I am looking forward to this a lot and think it will be good for me. My life seems to fade more and more into meetings. I suppose it is for the best though ( Read more... )

I have been yucky sick all night (which means very little sleep) and am glad to be finally feeling much improved. I think "Much Ado About Nothing" can cure all ailments. I suppose I should be off doing productive things today- though I really would prefer spending several hours drinking tea. Just not any given to me by Bejiin. Now I think I'll go ( Read more... )

I hate learning about things that I really don't want to know. Especially when said things are about my past and behaviours that I would prefer to have forgotten. Oh well, no matter now- no direction to go in except through it now. I just wish I could have kept my past behind me ( Read more... )