Slut. Whore. Fuck-up ( Read more... )

I'm a stupid stupid girl.

Note to self: STOP SKIPPING CLASSES! and DO YOUR FUCKING HOMEWORK.
okay, bye.

If he does move to Seattle, its going to be so weird. I don't need him in my life, or want him to fuck it all up again, but it's still going to be weird. He won't be a car ride away if i'm home and I need him. He probably won't ever come back to cape cod again. He will really be out of my life. Which is good for me, but will take some time to get ( Read more... )

I'm unbelievably alone right now. I have reached such a desperation that I'm looking for men online. I have now two websites with myself out there. That is one of the most embarrassing things I've ever admitted. And live journal is one of the only places I feel so comfortable telling everyone. Everyone i'm surrounded by is dating someone. If there ( Read more... )

The world and my life is changing so quickly. I love it, but hate it. For one, I'm not scared of making enemies, who cares if I hurt someone. I cant't please everyone. The people in my life, are supposed to be in my life right now. One day I'll get what I want, and deserve. And that person will be it, the one. And i just cant wait for that. I just ( Read more... )

I miss you lj. I have so much i gotta update you on. legit. I will soon, promise ( Read more... )

I woke up in such a good mood today. i woke up 2 hours earlier than i needed to, and just felt right. like something clicked ( Read more... )

Yup, wake up calls are cool I guess. Not when you still wanna keep dreamin' though. :-/

This might be one of the hardest things I've ever done. But I know its the best for both me and you.

goodbye.